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i think i've spent enough time being back in my flat, trying to get used to it and it's just not working. i decided i really need to move out, it's going to be for the best. most days and nights it's ok being here but i can't fully get comfortable, i feel too weird in my own bed and bedroom, sometimes i'll stare for way too long at the dent on the wall corner, and i haven't had an entire week yet where i don't have one night where i can't sleep. i can't keep waiting anymore to get used to it. i think moving to a new flat will help a lot so i can start new memories in a new place. the only thing is, i need to find somewhere that's available soon, and preferably somewhere that's a lot closer to any of my friends just so i could feel a little better knowing someone is nearby. so if anyone knows of something and doesn't mind me living close by (i SWEAR i won't come around constantly and bug you, haha) please let me know.. the sooner i can leave here the better.
other than that i really am doing fine. i'm super excited for vic's birthday coming up VERY soon!!! he and gui are going away to brighton since i wanted to treat them to their own little holiday as a thank you, but it's still not technically his birthday present and i've got a few pressie ideas in mind but hey vic if you see this you know you can tell me anything specific ;) i've still been practicing a lot of my self defense moves and i really think i'm getting good at it! i need a night out soon, some drinks, dancing, whatever, even a movie if anyone's up for it..let me know!
other than that i really am doing fine. i'm super excited for vic's birthday coming up VERY soon!!! he and gui are going away to brighton since i wanted to treat them to their own little holiday as a thank you, but it's still not technically his birthday present and i've got a few pressie ideas in mind but hey vic if you see this you know you can tell me anything specific ;) i've still been practicing a lot of my self defense moves and i really think i'm getting good at it! i need a night out soon, some drinks, dancing, whatever, even a movie if anyone's up for it..let me know!