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so what's new with everyone? i had a fun weekend, i went out drinking with vic and pete, which was cool cos it gave me a chance to get to know pete better. he is so energetic and he had so much to talk about! he was telling us all about his puppies and crazy things they do and stitch and how he's known him pretty much his whole life, and that's

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[deuxsurrealiste]

Yeah, you was bein well weird. That one bloke weren't even tryin to chat you up or nothin, he was just makin conversation and I thought you was gonna punch him or sommat.

It ain't like I blame you after what happened, but not every bloke is gonna be like that.

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no i wasn't! i just wanted to talk to you and pete and not be interrupted. i know which guy you're talking about and ok, yeah i gave him a dirty look but he was being rude.

yeah but i need to be a lot more careful from now on.

[deuxsurrealiste]

No, he weren't! He was just bein nice. I talk to random people all the time. It ain't rude, it's just friendly.

Yeah but that don't mean you can't trust no one. Especially when your with your mates.

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he was totally interrupting....we were both drinking so you probably couldn't tell.

i know, i'm not afraid of strangers. and i was with mates, you were there, back on that night, and he was "being friendly" and buying me shots.

[deuxsurrealiste]

Alright! I just didn't think he was bein rude.

Look, I just don't want you to feel like you can't trust no one, that's all. I was just tryin to help :/

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vic..i know. you've helped me more than anyone i've known. maybe i don't exactly trust strangers..

[deuxsurrealiste]

Yeah, I know. Sorry, I ain't tryin to push you into sommat. I just...I dunno. I'm just gonna butt out, yeah?

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it's ok, i know you're not. i got defensive i guess. i'll try to be more normal next time

[deuxsurrealiste]

It's okay. I reckon you should just behave how you feel comfortable.

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well, i don't wanna be mean to people, and i don't want what happened to ruin me forever :/ i know you're trying to help and i appreciate it vic <3

[deuxsurrealiste]

Cheers. I don't think it ruined you forever! Maybe it's just gonna take more time, yeah? xx

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yeah, i'll just have to keep trying. thanks <3