Please, don't keep reminding me...
Okay, so my car decided it was going to die on me tonight on my way to Sara's house. Not sure what is wrong with it, but it pisses me off to no end. I just wanted to watch Donnie Darko with her and have no cares in the world, but god fucking forbid that. Though, Nick, Sara, and I went to see "Soul men" which was pretty funny. Rest in peace Bernie Mac, you were one crazy black man. I've found expressing emotions are hard for me. I have them, more so than most, but I can't display them like most. After what has happened to me, all showing them gets me is stabbed in the back and heart at the same time. Maybe that's why I'm so drawn to Sara? We aren't dating, but are exclusive to each other. We see labeling this as unneeded stress, because of how we are as people. But still, can't show much in terms of excitement around her because it gives an opening on me that I can't afford to allow. I trust her, but can't fully just yet. We all know who to thank for that. Worst of all, people constantly remind me of her, as though I am okay with what happened. I'm not, so stop reminding me of things. It still bothers me. Sara isn't a fan of hers though, mainly because of what it did to me, and all she knows is that we had a bad relationship. Is that a good thing? Maybe, but I don't know yet. Anyways, I'm sick of typing, so I'm going to go play some games. Later bitches.
iPhone post for the win.