Jul 17, 2004 01:32
Well some of you may have noticed that I disapeared for a few days,I stayed home doing nothing.I didnt even touched the net,I needed some time for myself.I had that rendez-vous with someone who was on my MSN.I used to talk to him all the time and we both decided to meet.
I got there and he was with a few friends.One of them started to laugh then they all started to laugh at me.Hahahaha you're ugly,hahahaha you're not thin,hahahah this hahaha that,it's been very harsh.I dont even like myself already,what do you think happened next? I hated myself even more.If they wasnt in a Public place I would've killed them all literaly.
I went back home and looked at myself in the mirror and started to cry.I'm not one of those who cries all the time but I've hated what I saw and ran off to my room and never went out for a few days.My mother brought me my daily food and stuff.I've never been so humiliated in my entire life.
If Murder was legal,the whole earth's population would've ended up dead at that very moment.