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This life seems to move so fast, it was only four short years ago I entered high school full of fear and anger. Now its almost time, time to leave everything Ive come to know and love. My friends, my family, my house, my town, even my state. There was a time when I hated this place, a time when I wanted nothing more than to go back to the life that had become so dear to me. A life I had live for seven years of my life. The only seven I could remember. My entire life had become a memory to be lived only at nights when I lay in bed, to lost to sleep. I felt friendless, akward, and alone. I transfered from school to school just trying to fit in. It was a four year process of growing, maturing and finding who God had made me to be. Now four years later Im looking at doing it all again. Sure now Im more confident, mature, and just flat out older. But, I dont want to leave, the very thought scares me. Im comfortable in the friends I have, and the life I lead. I dont want to leave four years of hard work behind just when im starting to reap the benefits of good friendships. Gods Led me in this direction so I wouldnt choose any other. Its just so hard to go soley on faith, completely sold out to what God says when you want something else so very bad. God help me to have faith, show me my shortcomings, and please, please God comfort my weary soul.