sudden sense of loss -
feeling very strange now. i don't like not understanding what i feel.
i just feel kind of sad and dissatisfied i guess.
that aside. you know when you're doing something knowing full well it's either going downhill or you're not gonna get much out of it and you're doing it just for the sake of doing it? that's me with my budget essay. honestly call me shallow if you have to (cos perhaps i am), but i can't really see things from this point of view/not very interested in this area. every sentence i type out is so forced and...well, shallow. past entries have been posted online and i'm like woah that's not me lah.
tell me why, ms seb, is this compulsory only for your classes!! :(
no points guessing how long i've been in front of this computer.
i've done some kind of personality test before and it says that people like me don't like changes. perhaps its true, but i guess i'll learn to adapt. but it'll sure seem different. :(
and then suddenly i wonder if - if you're already gone.
i just feel kind of sad and dissatisfied i guess.
that aside. you know when you're doing something knowing full well it's either going downhill or you're not gonna get much out of it and you're doing it just for the sake of doing it? that's me with my budget essay. honestly call me shallow if you have to (cos perhaps i am), but i can't really see things from this point of view/not very interested in this area. every sentence i type out is so forced and...well, shallow. past entries have been posted online and i'm like woah that's not me lah.
tell me why, ms seb, is this compulsory only for your classes!! :(
no points guessing how long i've been in front of this computer.
i've done some kind of personality test before and it says that people like me don't like changes. perhaps its true, but i guess i'll learn to adapt. but it'll sure seem different. :(
and then suddenly i wonder if - if you're already gone.