Nov 28, 2006 23:18
It's so frustrating when you have no one. I have alot of people that love me, but it's so hard when I go months without seeing them. Up here I have one person that I have a deep relationship with. And I see her for a whole 45 seconds during lunch on my way to sit by myself. I dont sit by myself because I have no one to talk to, but because :
1. If I died today, maybe 1 or 2 people that call me a Friend to them would shed a tear. Majority would be like "wow, dexter died, that's messed up" and go on about their daily lives. Why would I want to surround myself with people that could care less about me? People that know nothing about me to begin with.
2. "Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups" -Shakespeare. Lunch, 1000 kids jammed into together for a little more than half an hour, large groups bring out the worst in people. this is where stupidity is at a peak. This is why I'm never in a good mood after comming back from the movies.
So sit in an empty stairwell on the other side of the school with my guitar.just me and my guitar ^_^.
Anywho, I've been listening to alot of John Mayer, I think of this song as my theme song
A love song for no one
Staying all alone on a friday
flat on the floor
thinking back on old love
or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me