Re: not even trying to be spiteful in the least. i have to get this out.powmuthafuckaApril 18 2005, 18:26:49 UTC
No, I don't have my car back. I won't have it back for another month. I do call. I'm tired of calling and making plans with her because every time I do, she doesn't follow through. She's done it so many times, I've given up. We've called to see what she was doing when we've been in Pinson many times, but she's not home when we do. This is why we make plans. That never works either, so what are we supposed to do?
If Kristen's sad, it's not my fault. We call. We make plans. She doesn't. We don't hate her. If anything, we love her too much. Her friends are the ones getting hurt. I don't know why she would be sad.
I thought I had already given up on her. I've wanted to and then not wanted to so many times. She has no idea how much I love her and how much she hurts me when she does shit like that. Last week she "demanded" that I come see her. She "loves and misses me soooo much." She said she would call me the next fucking day to talk about it. I never got a call, but I didn't expect one. I've sat at home waiting for her calls before. I've had people tell me not to expect her to be somewhere or to call back. I've always ignored them, but they're always right. It sucks really bad having that much hope in someone and then having them let you down continuously.
I do call. I'm tired of calling and making plans with her because every time I do, she doesn't follow through. She's done it so many times, I've given up.
We've called to see what she was doing when we've been in Pinson many times, but she's not home when we do. This is why we make plans. That never works either, so what are we supposed to do?
If Kristen's sad, it's not my fault. We call. We make plans. She doesn't. We don't hate her. If anything, we love her too much. Her friends are the ones getting hurt. I don't know why she would be sad.
I thought I had already given up on her. I've wanted to and then not wanted to so many times. She has no idea how much I love her and how much she hurts me when she does shit like that. Last week she "demanded" that I come see her. She "loves and misses me soooo much." She said she would call me the next fucking day to talk about it. I never got a call, but I didn't expect one.
I've sat at home waiting for her calls before. I've had people tell me not to expect her to be somewhere or to call back. I've always ignored them, but they're always right. It sucks really bad having that much hope in someone and then having them let you down continuously.
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