THIS ONE GOES OUT TO THE ONE I LOVE.
Okay, so Wednesday, Matt came over. I was sooooo nervous I couldn't even look at him. Things started to loosen up and that was nice. We went outside and we talked. WOW. He is perfect. Then my mom came outside and asked us to take my little sister to Sonic. I only said yes because I knew I could hold his hand on the walk there. I was kinda expecting him to make the first move but did he? NO. What a skank. I just went for it. Then we came to a busy street. He wanted me to run... UGH. I dropped my money :( Three cars ran over it and like the kind, gentleman that he is, he picked it up for me. AWWW. How sweet, I know. AND HE'S ALL MINE. Um.. When we got home, I tried to get Shelby to go inside so Matt and I could be alone but did she? Nope. So we all just went inside. THEN Holly, Tifah, Talisa, Lesley, and Kendall came over. Aye, aye, fucking, aye. It was so fucking loud I just wanted to be alone with him. So I went outside and kind of made him follow me. I really don't remember what happened first... I think I hugged him and then he kissed me. It doesn't matter. It was the best feeling in the world. I can't even explain it. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. Then after that, things weren't that awkward. Then Matt was cold so we went inside. THEN Jason came over. It was a little party at Chelsea's house. (Parents weren't home, no alcohol, some queers, and a 10 year old, what a party, eh???) Jason looked so effing cute in his Basha's uniform thingy!! :-D I love you, Jason. Then he told me he'd be back in a while to pick Matt and I up and go somewhere. Then everyone (Talisa, Tifah, etc) Came running down stairs to see Jason and he RAN (I swear to God I've never seen him run so fast) I followed him because I knew he wanted to talk about Matt. I told him just about everything. He said it was cute. Then he went home to change his clothes and get Jeffrey and he said he'd be back in an hour. So while everyone was down stairs, Matt and I go upstairs to find some random boy lying in Hollys bed. Kinda creepy... I tried to wake him up. He didn't wake up. So I went and turned on the radio and then all of a sudden he was gone. Like.. POOF! Yeah, so it was Me and Matt alone.. In my bedroom. We just sat there for a while and throwing shit on the ground and stomping just so we could hear Holly yell, "Simmer down!!" and "No purpling!!" (Boys are blue, girls are pink, combine them, what do you get? Purple.. Kinda) I don't really remember what happened... There was some kissing. I think that was it? Then Jeff and Jason come back over. Ugh. Ruin my fun. They waited for like 5 miknutes until I was ready to go downstairs. When we went downstairs, They were outside waiting in Jason's sweet-ass-sweet van. Um.. we got in and drove pretty much no where. We ended up at the lovely "Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints" it was like 11:30 PM in a Mormon parking lot, Kinky, I know. Lol. He just parked and we listened to music. That was my first time making out in a church parking lot. Woot, woot. Clearly, it wasn't Jason's... HAHA. Um... Then Jason took Matt and I home. Sorta. He dropped us off by the little park thingy by my house. It was cold, I felt bad for Matt, he didn't have a hoodie or anything. So we went and sat down on the picnic table. Fun, fun, fun, fun, fun. He was being a little pussy and he was cold, so we went home. On the way home, we stopped at the park enterance and he kissed me. Cute. Then we kissed on every street corner. I went the long way. ;). I was kind of sad when it was the last street corner before my house though. Eh, oh well. Um... Then we went back inside my house to find Dustin on the phone and Shelby sleeping, Holly and her friends gone, and my parents gone. WOOT WOOT!! Lol. Um.. We TRIED to watch Ocean's Eleven... Eh, didn't really happen. So we go upstairs.. And you can use your imagination from there. Think what you want. Um.. We didn't go to bed until like 5:30. Ugh, what a waste of time! He slept in my room, I slept downstairs. (Parents rule) I woke up at like 9 and was bored, so I went and staired at him while he slept. He woke up and I think he was a little skurred.:D. Um.. I told him to wake up because I was bored. Then he woke up :D I was happy. He didnt even give me a good morning kiss :( What a bitch. So I went for it. Um.. Then We wnet down stairs and I Made him French Toast. I told him not to watch me while I cooked and he still did. So I fucked up one piece of it and threw it away. I made him four pieces. I know he was lying, I know he didnt like it. But that's alright. I wanted to Brush his teeth for him. I think I hurt him more than anything. :D. Then we went to my room. Again, use your imagination. Lalalalalalalalala. Then We take him part way home to some restaurant on 7th Street and Bethany Home. He wanted me to meet his mom.. I was terrified. I tried to get holly to drive away but she wouldn't. What a slut. Matt's mom is precious. She's like 2 feet tall. I wanna pocket her. And His sister is cute, too. Yeah, but then it was time for him to go, so I was about to get in the car and then he kissed me.. Right in front of his mom... Kinda cute. :D. I haven't seen him since Thursday :( I miss him. I havent talked to him since Saturday morning. Oh well. I might get to see him on Wednesday ^_^. He lives all the way in Avondale... I wish he lived closer. Oh well, he should be coming down next weekend for all of you people that wanna meet him... Um.. Battle of the Bands on Friday, who's going? I think that's about it. I love all of you, I miss you guys dearly.
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS BOY.
<3 Chels