Stop hurting our children...
I am almost finished school and it's driving me absolutely crazy...well not as crazy as it should be...I seriously don't think I can work anymore. I have been working constantly since I started school and my energy level seems to be getting weaker and weaker to this day...I am getting burnt out and unmotivated. I don't know if this is what I want to do with my life. Games don't really benefit society very much...I want meaning to my life...and anything is meaningless unless you are helping somebody because there are more people in this world sufferening than there are people well off...and it's sick! I've just started realizing this...why am I so focused on myslef? Being isolated...isolating myslef..that's whats led me to becaome this way...and I have a stronger need to reach out to people more than ever before. I want to give love people around me. I want to help children who are being hurt everyday by monsters. I recently read a message from someone on the internet. He was abused in the most terrible way I've ever heard from someone. I saw in my head...I saw that child being abused....I saw myself being abused....When other children are abused...it is personal for me. I didn't even have it as bad...Those poor children. Children deserve the world. They deserve the best life.
I can't have children because I feel like to give someone the best life, you yourself need to give yourself to that child and give up on your own life. Maybe not give up but become second to that child. Children are the next generation. They are hope, they have so much potential and they could change the world. Stop hurting our children. Stop having children if you can't even take care of your fucking self! Stop having children if you are doing it to improve your own life...because that's not going to fucking help you. Children are a blank canvas...take nothing out of them...paint on them everything that you are, lets fucking hope that you don't have abusive qualities you fucking sewer rats!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't have children because I feel like to give someone the best life, you yourself need to give yourself to that child and give up on your own life. Maybe not give up but become second to that child. Children are the next generation. They are hope, they have so much potential and they could change the world. Stop hurting our children. Stop having children if you can't even take care of your fucking self! Stop having children if you are doing it to improve your own life...because that's not going to fucking help you. Children are a blank canvas...take nothing out of them...paint on them everything that you are, lets fucking hope that you don't have abusive qualities you fucking sewer rats!!!!!!!!!!!!!