TMMFI?
A few thoughts are buzzing around my head and I'm hoping by writing them down I can get back to focusing on work.
I am concerned that I am not nervous about my upcoming research meetings and interviews. There are a bunch of them all hitting me within a few day span and my lack of concern makes me worry that I'm stuck somewhere between over-confidence and under-motivation. I want that extra bite of killer instinct that risk of failure provides, but where the hell did I put it.
I've been listening to some good hip hop lately. Mostly from CBC 3's website where I can find stuff that isn't nerdcore (still my first hip hop love) but is derisive of the materialistic, mysoginistic postering that I find so off-putting in famous signed musicians. Some electronica and even a little rock too, but the concept of hip hop that isn't garbage is the most novel to me.
The rainy season seems to have ended, it is climbing past 38 out there and bloody bright and hazy. One problem though, I biked in between 13h00 and 14h00 when the sun was high in the sky and it drained me (probably part of my concentration problem). I've drunk almost 2 litres of water in the last 3 hours and still don't need to urinate, which makes me think my body is confused or more badly parched than I realize.
Back to debugging code,
Shade
I am concerned that I am not nervous about my upcoming research meetings and interviews. There are a bunch of them all hitting me within a few day span and my lack of concern makes me worry that I'm stuck somewhere between over-confidence and under-motivation. I want that extra bite of killer instinct that risk of failure provides, but where the hell did I put it.
I've been listening to some good hip hop lately. Mostly from CBC 3's website where I can find stuff that isn't nerdcore (still my first hip hop love) but is derisive of the materialistic, mysoginistic postering that I find so off-putting in famous signed musicians. Some electronica and even a little rock too, but the concept of hip hop that isn't garbage is the most novel to me.
The rainy season seems to have ended, it is climbing past 38 out there and bloody bright and hazy. One problem though, I biked in between 13h00 and 14h00 when the sun was high in the sky and it drained me (probably part of my concentration problem). I've drunk almost 2 litres of water in the last 3 hours and still don't need to urinate, which makes me think my body is confused or more badly parched than I realize.
Back to debugging code,
Shade