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I'm in the fucking dog house with my girlfriend. I really want it to work but no matter what I do, because I'm stressed out by my mother and the onset of school, she thinks I don't want the relationship to work but she's an amazing and usually totally accurate about how I feel. I wish I could show her how much she means to me. I love her. I miss her. I'm not fucking used to sleeping alone. Waking up next to her is like a religious experience. Holding her I can't even describe, it's like we're cut like we're like two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. I love being with her, she makes me happy and four months ago I was hoping for content.