Can't... stop... tweaking...
I have been hovering over this damn songbook ALL WEEK.
I keep changing things up and playing with fonts and swaping around the ways the chords display and trying different sizes of scoring for the notation to see what will look good and right now I HATE IT AND I'M CONVINCED IT TOTALLY SUCKS ASS!!!
Okay. I suppose it isn't that bad. But it's just not perfect and I want it to be perfect because this isn't a little dinky songbook for VCon and the local 20 or 30 filkers who come out, a book that I'm paying for out of my pocket so I can do whatever the hell I want with it - no, this is for a *real* filk con. With more cultured filkers who have been to *real* filk cons like OVFF and FilkONtario and GAFilk, people who will actually be expecting something lovely and wonderful and I'm having a serious of case What the hell was I THINKING? OMG.
OK. I'm sure it's fine. I'm spazing over nothing.
What if they all thinks it's totally lame?
::cries::
Geeze, insecure much? Uhm. Yes.
On the brighter side, now that this is done, I can actually take some time this weekend and get back to doing that beta for ladyniko.
I keep changing things up and playing with fonts and swaping around the ways the chords display and trying different sizes of scoring for the notation to see what will look good and right now I HATE IT AND I'M CONVINCED IT TOTALLY SUCKS ASS!!!
Okay. I suppose it isn't that bad. But it's just not perfect and I want it to be perfect because this isn't a little dinky songbook for VCon and the local 20 or 30 filkers who come out, a book that I'm paying for out of my pocket so I can do whatever the hell I want with it - no, this is for a *real* filk con. With more cultured filkers who have been to *real* filk cons like OVFF and FilkONtario and GAFilk, people who will actually be expecting something lovely and wonderful and I'm having a serious of case What the hell was I THINKING? OMG.
OK. I'm sure it's fine. I'm spazing over nothing.
What if they all thinks it's totally lame?
::cries::
Geeze, insecure much? Uhm. Yes.
On the brighter side, now that this is done, I can actually take some time this weekend and get back to doing that beta for ladyniko.