something is different here
its been so long since i last posted anything and lj changed things around. its a good thing that i am not too dim witted to figure out how to work things.
roller coaster of a life has been going on here lately. ill see if i can hit the major points, both good and bad.
mathew and i are doing great and things between us are wonderful. the kids really love him, and he the kids. he takes wonderful care of them when im at work, and home for that matter. he is the best daddy my kids could ever have. the best thing thats happened to us.
work..... sucks... as usual.... we are still trying to get iso 9000 certified. still have ppl laid off. co-workers going to the hospital a lot. and one that has past on. so work hath sucked.
and on to more bull shittedness... my ex pig fucker called me a few weeks ago asking me to call the friend of the court to have them lower the child support payments because he cant support his 'new' family when they are taking out half of his check to send to his 'old' family. then he asked me if i could live on only getting 150 a month from him. *laugh* yeah sure whatever. me being me, i told him that would i see what i could afford and what i could do to help. im sooo stupid! then i got to thinking... its not my wife or child, so why should my children have to suffor for his lack of thinking, yet again. the next night when he called i told him that i wasnt going to be putting him before the kids any longer and well, he basically hung up on me. and ive only heard fom him once since then, because he said he was going to be taking the kids every other weekend. when i talked to him he said that his burnt out brother was back in town and living with him now and didnt know how he was going to act around the kids. this i understand, i dont really want the kids around a junkie, but shawn could still come over here to visit the kids. that and what kind of person would let someone stay in their house when there is going to be a new baby about and you are unsure on how he is going to act around kids?? hey it aint my house and my kids arent there so whatever. its been 3 weeks now *again* since the kids have seen 'daddy', 3 times in 4 months, hows that for parenting?
jimmy started school wednesday, 1/2 day, intro thing that i had to attend with him. he loves it of course. they wanted the parents to go also so the kids wouldnt be scared on monday when they would be alone for the first time. SHIT! my son doesnt even know im there really. he could care less, he knows that im not going to be there, he isnt afraid. when he was going for an hour every other day he usually forgot to say bye to me. all the other kids that were there that day were not happy with the idea of mom not being there come monday. this seems sooo funny to me for some reason. like in some way jimmy is a little ahead of the others in some weird way. but he cant wait to go back on monday. he is sorta upset about jessie not going, but he got over it. jessie was upset when we left the house, but got over it like a mintue later. they got used to the idea of being separated when he went for an hour before. so all is good there.
im a sims freak now.
i have a new vehicle. trying to sell the bomb to someone to use in a bump and run.
been watching a slew of movies. at least 7 a week, if not more sometimes. mathew has seen everything so he is getting me caught up to speed so to speak, that and music wise.
vances son is getting married today so they went to that, and then mom and vance is going off to vegas for a week. she promised me that she wouldnt be married when they get back *giggle*
im not sure if there is more or not.
im sure there is.
lates!
roller coaster of a life has been going on here lately. ill see if i can hit the major points, both good and bad.
mathew and i are doing great and things between us are wonderful. the kids really love him, and he the kids. he takes wonderful care of them when im at work, and home for that matter. he is the best daddy my kids could ever have. the best thing thats happened to us.
work..... sucks... as usual.... we are still trying to get iso 9000 certified. still have ppl laid off. co-workers going to the hospital a lot. and one that has past on. so work hath sucked.
and on to more bull shittedness... my ex pig fucker called me a few weeks ago asking me to call the friend of the court to have them lower the child support payments because he cant support his 'new' family when they are taking out half of his check to send to his 'old' family. then he asked me if i could live on only getting 150 a month from him. *laugh* yeah sure whatever. me being me, i told him that would i see what i could afford and what i could do to help. im sooo stupid! then i got to thinking... its not my wife or child, so why should my children have to suffor for his lack of thinking, yet again. the next night when he called i told him that i wasnt going to be putting him before the kids any longer and well, he basically hung up on me. and ive only heard fom him once since then, because he said he was going to be taking the kids every other weekend. when i talked to him he said that his burnt out brother was back in town and living with him now and didnt know how he was going to act around the kids. this i understand, i dont really want the kids around a junkie, but shawn could still come over here to visit the kids. that and what kind of person would let someone stay in their house when there is going to be a new baby about and you are unsure on how he is going to act around kids?? hey it aint my house and my kids arent there so whatever. its been 3 weeks now *again* since the kids have seen 'daddy', 3 times in 4 months, hows that for parenting?
jimmy started school wednesday, 1/2 day, intro thing that i had to attend with him. he loves it of course. they wanted the parents to go also so the kids wouldnt be scared on monday when they would be alone for the first time. SHIT! my son doesnt even know im there really. he could care less, he knows that im not going to be there, he isnt afraid. when he was going for an hour every other day he usually forgot to say bye to me. all the other kids that were there that day were not happy with the idea of mom not being there come monday. this seems sooo funny to me for some reason. like in some way jimmy is a little ahead of the others in some weird way. but he cant wait to go back on monday. he is sorta upset about jessie not going, but he got over it. jessie was upset when we left the house, but got over it like a mintue later. they got used to the idea of being separated when he went for an hour before. so all is good there.
im a sims freak now.
i have a new vehicle. trying to sell the bomb to someone to use in a bump and run.
been watching a slew of movies. at least 7 a week, if not more sometimes. mathew has seen everything so he is getting me caught up to speed so to speak, that and music wise.
vances son is getting married today so they went to that, and then mom and vance is going off to vegas for a week. she promised me that she wouldnt be married when they get back *giggle*
im not sure if there is more or not.
im sure there is.
lates!