I'll have to say it to get it out of my head it seems . . .
I can't believe I'm still steaming over that bitch of an ex playing such a cruel and fucked up joke on me! Personally I just wish I would understand why someone, ANYONE would pull shit like that just to get back at someone or get attention. I mean seriously, pretending you're someone who wants to kill you is pretty low I think. It hurts too, I'm too soft hearted for that kind of shit. A girl who's pregnant that I honestly for a split second thought was in danger . . . What a fool I was. I swear. But it won't happen again, she's lost ALL respect from myself and several friends of mine. Perma iggy, everything. And right when I was almost healed and actually willing to talk to her on a neutral level. v.v
But oh well . . . Life's life. I guess people show their true colors when you realize the truth for yourself anyway. Some things I'll never understand about humanity, but meh. Oh well, now that that little rant's out of the way.
I finally got a new job. I work at Hardees in Four Seasons blvd. And in two and a half months I'm going from there to Solid Surface Arts. So that's a jump from $6.75 hr to $9.50 hr. Pretty awesome, and since it's supposed to be the busy season when I get hired, I'm looking at up to 30 hours a week overtime. Lots of money to set back for a new home and such. ^_^ Oh and overtime will be $19 an hour! Since Solid Surface Arts is on the same level as construction work it's double time.
That also means I'm having either Mira or Lynda come down to stay with me for a few months this year. That way I have someone to cuddle with and such. *smiles* I kinda just don't like Joey and Tiffany cuddling all the time around me. Even though they're broken up and whatnot. Makes me want it too, from anyone.
But yeah, I have to go do some work now, I'll update more later.
Take care,
Shada
But oh well . . . Life's life. I guess people show their true colors when you realize the truth for yourself anyway. Some things I'll never understand about humanity, but meh. Oh well, now that that little rant's out of the way.
I finally got a new job. I work at Hardees in Four Seasons blvd. And in two and a half months I'm going from there to Solid Surface Arts. So that's a jump from $6.75 hr to $9.50 hr. Pretty awesome, and since it's supposed to be the busy season when I get hired, I'm looking at up to 30 hours a week overtime. Lots of money to set back for a new home and such. ^_^ Oh and overtime will be $19 an hour! Since Solid Surface Arts is on the same level as construction work it's double time.
That also means I'm having either Mira or Lynda come down to stay with me for a few months this year. That way I have someone to cuddle with and such. *smiles* I kinda just don't like Joey and Tiffany cuddling all the time around me. Even though they're broken up and whatnot. Makes me want it too, from anyone.
But yeah, I have to go do some work now, I'll update more later.
Take care,
Shada