i don't judge you. i believe that it's actually quite the contrary. i'm sorry for whatever is going on in your life that may be causing you emotional stress, but i did not deserve to bear the brunt of it. that is why i blocked you. you were so hateful and cold in those emails that it was very clear to me that it was useless to continue talking to you. i'm sorry if my blocking you hurt you, but you hurt me so much in your last two emails that i'm not really sure how you expected me to react. i'm sorry for ever hurting you Sara. truly. i do not and will never hate you regardless of how cold you are towards me. you broke my heart too. my emails may have been a pretty feeble attempt at reconciliation, but it was my best attempt nevertheless. you were very clear in the last emails that you sent to me that you had more important things to deal with than me. i have not been mean to you in my emails, i have been sincere and i have tried to keep myself vulnerable so that i could really understand what you were trying to tell me. but you just hurt me so much that i don't think that i can't make myself vulnerable like that again. never once in all of the time that we have been emailing each other have i judged you, and i have never doubted the fact that your life is difficult, and i'm not really sure where you are getting this idea. i'm not sure what to do now Sara. i did want to be friends with you again i just didn't know how to say it. i'm sorry that you are hurt. i love you.
i believe that it's actually quite the contrary.
i'm sorry for whatever is going on in your life that may be causing you emotional stress, but i did not deserve to bear the brunt of it.
that is why i blocked you. you were so hateful and cold in those emails that it was very clear to me that it was useless to continue talking to you.
i'm sorry if my blocking you hurt you, but you hurt me so much in your last two emails that i'm not really sure how you expected me to react.
i'm sorry for ever hurting you Sara. truly. i do not and will never hate you regardless of how cold you are towards me.
you broke my heart too. my emails may have been a pretty feeble attempt at reconciliation, but it was my best attempt nevertheless.
you were very clear in the last emails that you sent to me that you had more important things to deal with than me.
i have not been mean to you in my emails, i have been sincere and i have tried to keep myself vulnerable so that i could really understand what you were trying to tell me. but you just hurt me so much that i don't think that i can't make myself vulnerable like that again.
never once in all of the time that we have been emailing each other have i judged you, and i have never doubted the fact that your life is difficult, and i'm not really sure where you are getting this idea.
i'm not sure what to do now Sara.
i did want to be friends with you again i just didn't know how to say it.
i'm sorry that you are hurt.
i love you.
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