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warning: this entry is going to be extremely volotile and whiny so if you don't want hear it then stop reading now.
i really fucking hate those vocal major bitches. i'm so sick of listening to them talk about their voices, and their roles and their jobs and their blah blah blah blah blah who gives a flying sack of shit? all they do is talk about themselves, and they never ask a single question about my life. they are so self-absorbed. until this semester i have never sat in a room with so many people who are soooooo in love with themselves. and the things that they have to say are sooo lame and stupid and their jokes are so terrible and the things that they care about are so trivial. i love to sing and i love music, but there are other things going on in the world, and it's like they are so oblivious. i mean music is very important to me, but if it was somehow removed from this earth i would still be a whole person. i would still have things to talk about, but not them, they would just dematerialize. i feel like everyone is taking crazy pills and i'm the only sane person around. i feel like i'm living in the twilight zone. everytime i am around normal people it's such a relief that i feel like crying. and they are so fucking arrogant and cocky.
there is so much that i really want to say but i just don't even have the energy because just thinking about it exhausts me. and pisses me off.
i have rehearsal on easter by the way... awesome.
anyway, despite how bitter i sound i refuse to let these people change me. i will not be like them. they suck.
happy easter everybody.
i really fucking hate those vocal major bitches. i'm so sick of listening to them talk about their voices, and their roles and their jobs and their blah blah blah blah blah who gives a flying sack of shit? all they do is talk about themselves, and they never ask a single question about my life. they are so self-absorbed. until this semester i have never sat in a room with so many people who are soooooo in love with themselves. and the things that they have to say are sooo lame and stupid and their jokes are so terrible and the things that they care about are so trivial. i love to sing and i love music, but there are other things going on in the world, and it's like they are so oblivious. i mean music is very important to me, but if it was somehow removed from this earth i would still be a whole person. i would still have things to talk about, but not them, they would just dematerialize. i feel like everyone is taking crazy pills and i'm the only sane person around. i feel like i'm living in the twilight zone. everytime i am around normal people it's such a relief that i feel like crying. and they are so fucking arrogant and cocky.
there is so much that i really want to say but i just don't even have the energy because just thinking about it exhausts me. and pisses me off.
i have rehearsal on easter by the way... awesome.
anyway, despite how bitter i sound i refuse to let these people change me. i will not be like them. they suck.
happy easter everybody.