what happened in November... is what I needed!!!
Alright.. so now I'm thinking I'm going to be moving to nyc soon and it's all so crazy. I mean I'm gonna be in the city and Kate is going to get me work. It's going to be so much fun! Like this is what I have always wanted, and now that I have it I'm like whoa this is too good to be true. I mean like these people want me and for the first time I have to stop and think if it's the life I want. I never ever considered acting, and here Steve is telling me that he can see me on TV and he wants me to go to his school! And I have Kate telling me she thinks I will make her money.. money! It's just so much to take in. And I know if things go good in NYC then I'm off to LA.. but I can't even think about that right now. I have 2.. and counting (seeing as Joe from Abrams likes me and aparently they are a highly known agentcy, and I know fucking Ed Lane... ohhh man!) I have these oppertunities people would KILL for, and they are just sitting here waiting for me to make up my mind. I mean this could be it, fuck it already is it.. I've made it as far as I wanted but now people want to push me to go further and I think it would all be too good to be true. I can't even imagine! This is my chance, and I'm gonna take it I'm gonna hit the ground running and I'm gonna do something with my life, I'm gonna live it up...... I'm gonna be a model! :-)