figured I'd share...

Oct 16, 2005 09:58

So last night I couldn't sleep and I started to think... and then my mind went for a good hour or so...

I miss when the hardest decission I had to make was whether to play with barbies or ride my bike. I miss when Lauren used to spin me around in circles and pretend to drop me. I miss watching home alone on thanksgiving with Caitlin and Joe. I miss minnie. I miss having conversations with my parents. I miss the yellow audi mom used to drive. I miss the old neighbor hood.. Annie and Katie. I miss Kate and her love for life. I miss Alex's hugs, Andrew's hilarious comments, 123 Main Street, and Melrose. Even more I miss Dave, the old house.. his room the basement.. Melissa, I havn't seen her in a while. And Mike seriously who paints their balls blue and showes every one? Henry.. where is he now? I miss practically living in Marilyn's house. I miss Kayla and playing basket ball while Tony would comentate. I miss Steph and our "caution slow children" I think we became friends that night... I miss Manda, she was such a good friend to me, all out inside jokes! I miss gymnastics Cindy and Nichole... I loved them and all my girls there! I miss Tom and I having long conversations online. I miss my 8th grade homeroom. I miss Dylan and all of South Hamption woods.. going to Cider Hill, playing Mall Madness with Michelle and Janelle. I miss making videos at Ashley's house. I miss my old house and yard. I miss looking forward to Christmas. I miss Sarah, Brendan, Katie, and TD. I miss Alexa and Sam's old house... the play room upstairs and the pony that was in the corner. I miss having Caitlin right next door. I miss Boston and Barbizon with Jimmy. I miss swim lessons with Martha. I miss not taking medication every morning. I miss picture books and Pams house.

But then again... I love where I am right now. I love my friends. I love my job. I love Linda's kisses. I love getting to talk and see Vic again. I love my boyfriend. I love listening to music and going to concerts. I love hugs from Samone. I love Mrs.Bixby and her hilarious comments. I love being able to come home at 3 in the morning. I love ruby. I love fall. I love sleep...

yea that's what goes through my head a 3 am when I can't sleep...
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