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So...just got an email--I didn't get the position. I was told that he'll be hiring field research assistants this summer, but...
*clenches fists in frustration*
What am I going to do?
If I don't find a position in the next semester, I won't get one, period. And therefore won't get into grad school. Won't know what I want to do for grad school. And I'm trying not to cry.
*flinch* I hate it when I feel this emotionally messed up. I mean, why should such a thing upset me so much? But I'm stressed and when I'm stressed I really don't handle things very well...
and I waited almost 4 hours hoping my prof would show up at the CHUM mac lab...and she didn't, so I couldn't turn in my last assignment...giving me a B- going into the final. *hits head against desk* I knew I should've just turned it in w/out finishing the last part--(which I simply didn't have the materials to do)--I'd've gotten 18/21 as opposed to a 0/21. Gah!
*clenches fists in frustration*
What am I going to do?
If I don't find a position in the next semester, I won't get one, period. And therefore won't get into grad school. Won't know what I want to do for grad school. And I'm trying not to cry.
*flinch* I hate it when I feel this emotionally messed up. I mean, why should such a thing upset me so much? But I'm stressed and when I'm stressed I really don't handle things very well...
and I waited almost 4 hours hoping my prof would show up at the CHUM mac lab...and she didn't, so I couldn't turn in my last assignment...giving me a B- going into the final. *hits head against desk* I knew I should've just turned it in w/out finishing the last part--(which I simply didn't have the materials to do)--I'd've gotten 18/21 as opposed to a 0/21. Gah!