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so my life is awsome right now. how did this happen so fast?
let's see, andy left and i didn't even feel sad. almost relieved. which is sad, but then when i realized this it all made sense...explaining later.
i got promoted at starbucks! i'm going to be a shift manager! woot! which means, when i work a shift i will be in charge. i never thought i could be in charge of anything. tasks include: taking care of money, deposits, assigning tasks to other employees, opening or closing the store, and most important BEING IN CHARGE! i seriously can't believe it.... my manager approached me about it and thought i fit the profile perfectly. i <3 my new store. everyobne is soo cool and i actually love going to work! i start training next week...hurray!
also i met someone. his name is kevin. he's amazing. i've never felt like this before. he is from virgina beach. he's 24. he goes to jwu for culinary arts. he's soo talented. he used to go to virgina university in richmond for music/drums/jazz studies. he is exactly like me. he is as silly as me. we like the same things. he's so easy to talk to. he tells me i'm beautiful everyday. he loves my eyes and everything about me. yeah so, i'm head over heels in love. which is strange, cause andy just left! but after some talking, i realized i was never in love with him and he was never in love with me. i loved him and cared about him, but besides that there was nothing. it's almost like i settled with everything because it was easier. when i told andy that i am with kevin, he didn't say anything. more like why are you even telling me this? and then when i asked him how he was feeling, he was like whatever, it always seemed like you liked me wayyy more then i ever liked you, so i don't give a shit. what a jerk. i know he was probably mad, but still. its annoying. but kevin means so much more to me. i don't beleive in soulmates but i think we were meant to be together.
there's more to this which i will update later.
kevin is so distracting but i love it.
let's see, andy left and i didn't even feel sad. almost relieved. which is sad, but then when i realized this it all made sense...explaining later.
i got promoted at starbucks! i'm going to be a shift manager! woot! which means, when i work a shift i will be in charge. i never thought i could be in charge of anything. tasks include: taking care of money, deposits, assigning tasks to other employees, opening or closing the store, and most important BEING IN CHARGE! i seriously can't believe it.... my manager approached me about it and thought i fit the profile perfectly. i <3 my new store. everyobne is soo cool and i actually love going to work! i start training next week...hurray!
also i met someone. his name is kevin. he's amazing. i've never felt like this before. he is from virgina beach. he's 24. he goes to jwu for culinary arts. he's soo talented. he used to go to virgina university in richmond for music/drums/jazz studies. he is exactly like me. he is as silly as me. we like the same things. he's so easy to talk to. he tells me i'm beautiful everyday. he loves my eyes and everything about me. yeah so, i'm head over heels in love. which is strange, cause andy just left! but after some talking, i realized i was never in love with him and he was never in love with me. i loved him and cared about him, but besides that there was nothing. it's almost like i settled with everything because it was easier. when i told andy that i am with kevin, he didn't say anything. more like why are you even telling me this? and then when i asked him how he was feeling, he was like whatever, it always seemed like you liked me wayyy more then i ever liked you, so i don't give a shit. what a jerk. i know he was probably mad, but still. its annoying. but kevin means so much more to me. i don't beleive in soulmates but i think we were meant to be together.
there's more to this which i will update later.
kevin is so distracting but i love it.