changes are no good
last night i went to see brokeback mountain with raymond....it was soo amazing! everything i wanted it to be. jake was wonderful and incredibly hot. i hope it wins best picture, ang lee does amazing work. but funny story: so the movie was showing at this little theater on thayer (artsy street, tons of college kids) there was this huge line to get in, so we got in line and then realized maybe we needed to get tickets first, this was just the line to get it. this guy showed up behind us, and started talking about what the line was about. we had no idea, so we asked the guy in front of us, he told us we had to get tickets first. so i turn to ray and i ask him to get tickets, and i hand him a 10, and then the guy behind us is like yeah...get me a ticket too, and hands ray a 20! we were both like...okayyyyy. so ray goes, and random creepy guy continues to talk to me. he was nice but trying too hard to hit on me. and he was by himself, kinda weird. so ray returns with three tickets, 3 1's and one 20, and realizes he never got change for that guy, and he paid for some random mans ticket! the guy started laughing and was like i think i got change, he def had change, a whole bunch, why did he give ray a 20? we could have just ran off with his money. like he trusted us? so then we get in and sit down and sits two rows behind us, alone. and then ray was like, how did you know him? and i got, i didn't know him! i thought you did! and then laughing began and it didn't stop until the movie got really sad and crying kicked in. an average night for liz and ray....
so andy has left me....so sad. it was really rough the last days he was here. and then just like that he was gone. then i started to realize how hard this is actually going to be. i have no one to call when i'm sad and lonely,though my friends have been helping me through this. but i just want to see andy. we talk all the time, but it's not the same. i just can't beleive he's actually gone.
this summer i might study for a month in belgium. it sounds like an awesome program. i would take 3 hospitality tourism classes from 8-12 mon-friday, and then from 1-5 we go on excrusions. from july 5-27 i would stay in bruges and then the 27-31 i would spend in paris! various trips include, a winery, two breweries, a snail nursery, callebeaurt chocolates...i want to go sooo bad. it's kinda expensive but worth it. my parents seem cool with it, but they did mention i might not be able to go visit andy! though i do have a free ticket to use in the u.s. but just not working would be hard. i have no idea what to do. what's more important? how will things be between us in 6 months? we've been planning this visit forever, he even wants me to meet his parents! i'm lost.
i wish i had a friend i could talk to to help me through this. i hate thinking.
so andy has left me....so sad. it was really rough the last days he was here. and then just like that he was gone. then i started to realize how hard this is actually going to be. i have no one to call when i'm sad and lonely,though my friends have been helping me through this. but i just want to see andy. we talk all the time, but it's not the same. i just can't beleive he's actually gone.
this summer i might study for a month in belgium. it sounds like an awesome program. i would take 3 hospitality tourism classes from 8-12 mon-friday, and then from 1-5 we go on excrusions. from july 5-27 i would stay in bruges and then the 27-31 i would spend in paris! various trips include, a winery, two breweries, a snail nursery, callebeaurt chocolates...i want to go sooo bad. it's kinda expensive but worth it. my parents seem cool with it, but they did mention i might not be able to go visit andy! though i do have a free ticket to use in the u.s. but just not working would be hard. i have no idea what to do. what's more important? how will things be between us in 6 months? we've been planning this visit forever, he even wants me to meet his parents! i'm lost.
i wish i had a friend i could talk to to help me through this. i hate thinking.