pondering
so ive been out and about.
finally had my car fixed... well somewhat i mean a hanger still holds down my hood but it is driveable. lol
not at night tho cuz i dont have a headlight... althought the flashlight idea that kulsum suggested doesnt sound so bad.
ive been working like a mo fo and college life is a little weird... sometimes i wonder if its even for me...and the i say to myself "well it better be cuz im not joining the damn navy"...lol...
the navy haters club ha ha good times at gracie's
im still with borris....
im still at home
i ve had a couple rebel moments where i told my parents that im going no matter if they let me go or not...and i did. (although i was scared shitless coming home)
im moving out soon...hopefully december
people are dumb especially people i was really close with
i hate when people judge me and my relationship with borris...its hard enough getting it from my parents...i dont need it from my so called friends either...
im kinda at a stand still where i want things to go so smoothly... and they just seem to get rockier as trime prgresses...
ive learned to hate military... even more than i did before
i dont know what i want but i guess no one ever does.
i love everyone that reads these good ol' ljs...
ilovemyfriendsthatidontseeoftenandwhenidoseethem,theymakemehappy!!!!
muah to you all
finally had my car fixed... well somewhat i mean a hanger still holds down my hood but it is driveable. lol
not at night tho cuz i dont have a headlight... althought the flashlight idea that kulsum suggested doesnt sound so bad.
ive been working like a mo fo and college life is a little weird... sometimes i wonder if its even for me...and the i say to myself "well it better be cuz im not joining the damn navy"...lol...
the navy haters club ha ha good times at gracie's
im still with borris....
im still at home
i ve had a couple rebel moments where i told my parents that im going no matter if they let me go or not...and i did. (although i was scared shitless coming home)
im moving out soon...hopefully december
people are dumb especially people i was really close with
i hate when people judge me and my relationship with borris...its hard enough getting it from my parents...i dont need it from my so called friends either...
im kinda at a stand still where i want things to go so smoothly... and they just seem to get rockier as trime prgresses...
ive learned to hate military... even more than i did before
i dont know what i want but i guess no one ever does.
i love everyone that reads these good ol' ljs...
ilovemyfriendsthatidontseeoftenandwhenidoseethem,theymakemehappy!!!!
muah to you all