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i guess it just one of those times where i update whats going on in my life ...and what i choose to share...
well me and b are so far so good. we have our rough points but its nothing but love alot of the time. i see him more often now! its all good... sometimes i wish for my mom to just really see how happy he makes me instead of how depressed i am not being with him. it hurts...it really does to choose between family and that special someone. and i wish i oculd have both. so for now im struggling in there (somehow someway)... but let us see... well the summer has officiall ended for me considering that the pool has no more "camp kids" coming to swim..and it is no longer foggy (god only knows what was in that water). and i still have my job which is pretty nifty. i had a night staff the was soooo pimp. i love them i really do!! i mean it was a little hard in the beggining cuz they were new and i was sorta like there boss but... now i tell them nicely what needs to be done...cuz well... that just how i roll....(lmao) ... i would like to wish vani a happy birthday. she is FINALLY 18.... all hail...whoever u want... so next up lester... just a lil over 4 months...dont worry its coing soon enough... i went to vanis F.R.I.D.A.Y.'S dinner thing....there was like aparty of 20 or so that went. it was super coolio. then tonight i went to Sean's going away party. it was really sad..i mean i never really knew him but it sux cuz he's going to the army... but all my wishes go out to him...
so i am now rambling about all sorts of stuff and its not like ppl read this anyway considering its all abnout "MYSPACE" NOW....bitches...so im outtie... and megan... im sorry i havent hung out with you. i do miss you even tho i put like NO effort to go out or anything like that.... just know i love you!!