Been awhile...
Its been awhile since I've actually posted something... but then again, not much in my life has changed... I've gained some friends back from my past... I've lost some friends... No big deal, I remain true to myself... Fuck the rest of the world... I'm noticing that I'm a very angry person at the moment... not towards friends, but people in general tend to piss me off with the stupidity... It doesn't do any good to run from the truth... you are who you are and theres no changing it... and if you manage to change it, then you'll be giving up a part of yourself that makes you unique...
My uniqueness, no one has yet to see ME, the true undeniable personality that I call myself... I have so many masks that I wear to conceal myself... I just don't think anyone can handle the true me... so yeah, I lie and cheat people... but only when it comes to myself... I don't volunteer information about me or anyone else... If you want to know, you need to ask...
Yes I'm still in college, and it still sucks ass... I'm not learning what I WANT to learn, hell I'm not learning much of anything anymore... it just seems like everything is becoming more and more pointless as time ticks by... Maybe thats just my pessimistic side speaking there... My optimistic side has seemed to disappear for the moment, maybe it'll return one day... Who knows... but it seems like everyone is going through some tough times in one way or another...
So, the way I'm living my life now, "Be yourself, those that matter don't care... Those that care, don't matter"...
My uniqueness, no one has yet to see ME, the true undeniable personality that I call myself... I have so many masks that I wear to conceal myself... I just don't think anyone can handle the true me... so yeah, I lie and cheat people... but only when it comes to myself... I don't volunteer information about me or anyone else... If you want to know, you need to ask...
Yes I'm still in college, and it still sucks ass... I'm not learning what I WANT to learn, hell I'm not learning much of anything anymore... it just seems like everything is becoming more and more pointless as time ticks by... Maybe thats just my pessimistic side speaking there... My optimistic side has seemed to disappear for the moment, maybe it'll return one day... Who knows... but it seems like everyone is going through some tough times in one way or another...
So, the way I'm living my life now, "Be yourself, those that matter don't care... Those that care, don't matter"...