one tequila...
two tequila
three tequila
four tequila
five tequila
six tequila
seven tequila... DAMN I'm out of alcohol... I NEED MORE...FUCK you judgmental fuckers...judge me I don't give a fuck...you do it anyway...and I'm sure I get the short end of the stick anyFUCKINGway....so why the fuck do I try...cause I thought I had someone to look forward to at the end of my day...but even that gets FUCKED
GOD DAMN how much fucking tequila does it take to get drunk fuck....
My line up for tonight...
Epiphany
Waste
Change(in the house of flies)
Far Away
Savin me
Someday
Bottom of the bottle...There now...
Please
Excess Baggage
Outside
Right here waiting
Suffer
Bother
Through the Glass
Mourning
]Wherever you will go
How to save a lifer
Fall to Pieces
Always
PAIN....Love this song...its soooooooooo true
FUCK YOU PEOPLE....
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thats my sorry excuse for giving you the finger...I'm slightly drunk...so fuck off my song just came on...I hate everyone...cause none of yall give a damn about me...otherwise I'd have someone to talk to right now...but oh well cause its just as easy to get alcohol poisoning as it is to talk to someone...and alcohol doesn't judge me so FUCK YOU...I hate you all
"Tell me please,
Who the FUCK DID YOU WANT ME TO BE...
Its not easy to hide all this damage inside...I'll carry you with me until I'm not alive
PAIN, without love
PAIN, I can't get ENOUGH
PAIN, I like it rough
Cause I'd rather feel PAIN than nothing at all.."
Seems thats all I feel now is pain, agony, despair...and have any of you ever even seen it in me?...I wonder...cause none of you seem to fucking care, consumed inside your own lives...yeah well FUCK YOU...I don't need you people...I'll just drink myself into a coma, then I can live how I want without you people judging me...bring the hammer down Johnny, I've had enough of this BULLSHIT...
I'm sick of you people thinking you're better than me...I'm sick of thinking that theres something unexplainable wrong with me...I'm sick of EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...I'M READY TO JUST FUCKING DIE...GOD DAMN...YOU PEOPLE IN YOUR PERFECT WORLDS...JUST SIT THERE AND LAUGH AT ME...YOU'LL GET YOURS SOONER OR LATER...I just hope I'm around to see the day...cause right now I feel VERY underappreciated...that may just be the alcohol...I'm not sure...but FUCK YOU...I don't care...its my livejournal I'lllllll say whatever the fuck I want to...
Like I care what the fuck you people think...but alas I do...cause my friends seem to hold me in chains...hold me when they need me...but when I need them I'm as good as shit...thats hwo I look at it...God damn...I need MORE alcohol...
damn...last shot of tequila...hmmmm who should I dedicate this to...I wonder...my two best friends have their own problems...I have my problems...most people leave a comment or two so I'll still listen to them...no of you gives a damn about me...I'm fucking alone...as always...FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK UFCK FUCK UFCK KFUC CUFK FUCK...SPELLING when you're DRUNL is hard...but thats ok...cause everyone hates me...even my family...I'm just one BIG DISAPPOINTMENT...so fuck it why should I live...to disappoint everyone? HA fuck that...I fucking hate you...
Why the FUCK am I not good enough for you?
Why the fuck aren';t I with you?
Because you're a FUCKING BITCH thats why...I fucking HATE YOU...god damn it...I'm aaan angry person if you get to know me...if you want to take the time to get to KNOW me...FUCK you...you think you know me...you don't know SHIT...NONE OF YOU...you all live in your pretend worlds...with your pretend words...making me think you love me...making me think my life is ok...when really its NOTY ok...but thats ok...cause I don't give a FUCK anyway...(when really I do...)
Cause obviously no one gives a shit about me...maybe I should be like EVERY other guy out there..and be a dick to EVERYONE...maybe then someone will like me...maybe then I can find someone to be with...maybe then I'll stop drinking to solve my problems...YES thats right...No one knew...but I'm a slight alcoholic...because alcohol seems to cover up my problems...at least then I have a REASON to feel stupid...yes I feel stupid without any help from you people...I'm dumb enough...yeah feed me the abuse cause I think I might need a little more...yeah I've lost weight woopy shit...no one likes me anyway...cause my personality SUCKS... I don't even know what I like...I have no clue what I enjoy...what everyone sees is just me pretending...did any of you know that? NO...because no one cares...yes EVERYTHING is pointl;ess...I don't care...why the fuck should I get into a relationship when its just going to end BADLY for me...
maybe I should just end it now...but no that would be cowardly...or SMART? I wonder sometimes
why the fuck should I live in a world tha doesn't give a shit about me? yes thats right...you people are all tangled up in your own lives to realize what goes on in my head...Otherwise I wouldn't be alone and drunk right now...but thats ok...cause FUCK YOU PEOPLE...I wish I had someone to hold close to me right now...I wish I had someone to tell all my secrets to...but I don't have anyone...because I don't TRUST anyone with my heart right now...thats my problem...I don't trust anymore...cause the only that got me was a broken heart...so FUCK THAT...I WON'T go through that again...I refuse...cause to be honest...I don't think theres a person alive that DESERVES my trust...I really don't...so FUCK YOU
yeah I;ve said that ALOT...but I don't care...cause I'm drunk and don't give a shit right now...DAMN I can't see straight anymore...I'm fglad I know the keyboard wiull enough to get through this....but this ois good...cause right now I'm, depressed adn don't GIVE A SHIT...thats rigjt...I can't see straight...so FUCK YOU you judgmental bastards...
I don't GIVE A SHIT
three tequila
four tequila
five tequila
six tequila
seven tequila... DAMN I'm out of alcohol... I NEED MORE...FUCK you judgmental fuckers...judge me I don't give a fuck...you do it anyway...and I'm sure I get the short end of the stick anyFUCKINGway....so why the fuck do I try...cause I thought I had someone to look forward to at the end of my day...but even that gets FUCKED
GOD DAMN how much fucking tequila does it take to get drunk fuck....
My line up for tonight...
Epiphany
Waste
Change(in the house of flies)
Far Away
Savin me
Someday
Bottom of the bottle...There now...
Please
Excess Baggage
Outside
Right here waiting
Suffer
Bother
Through the Glass
Mourning
]Wherever you will go
How to save a lifer
Fall to Pieces
Always
PAIN....Love this song...its soooooooooo true
FUCK YOU PEOPLE....
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thats my sorry excuse for giving you the finger...I'm slightly drunk...so fuck off my song just came on...I hate everyone...cause none of yall give a damn about me...otherwise I'd have someone to talk to right now...but oh well cause its just as easy to get alcohol poisoning as it is to talk to someone...and alcohol doesn't judge me so FUCK YOU...I hate you all
"Tell me please,
Who the FUCK DID YOU WANT ME TO BE...
Its not easy to hide all this damage inside...I'll carry you with me until I'm not alive
PAIN, without love
PAIN, I can't get ENOUGH
PAIN, I like it rough
Cause I'd rather feel PAIN than nothing at all.."
Seems thats all I feel now is pain, agony, despair...and have any of you ever even seen it in me?...I wonder...cause none of you seem to fucking care, consumed inside your own lives...yeah well FUCK YOU...I don't need you people...I'll just drink myself into a coma, then I can live how I want without you people judging me...bring the hammer down Johnny, I've had enough of this BULLSHIT...
I'm sick of you people thinking you're better than me...I'm sick of thinking that theres something unexplainable wrong with me...I'm sick of EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...I'M READY TO JUST FUCKING DIE...GOD DAMN...YOU PEOPLE IN YOUR PERFECT WORLDS...JUST SIT THERE AND LAUGH AT ME...YOU'LL GET YOURS SOONER OR LATER...I just hope I'm around to see the day...cause right now I feel VERY underappreciated...that may just be the alcohol...I'm not sure...but FUCK YOU...I don't care...its my livejournal I'lllllll say whatever the fuck I want to...
Like I care what the fuck you people think...but alas I do...cause my friends seem to hold me in chains...hold me when they need me...but when I need them I'm as good as shit...thats hwo I look at it...God damn...I need MORE alcohol...
damn...last shot of tequila...hmmmm who should I dedicate this to...I wonder...my two best friends have their own problems...I have my problems...most people leave a comment or two so I'll still listen to them...no of you gives a damn about me...I'm fucking alone...as always...FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK UFCK FUCK UFCK KFUC CUFK FUCK...SPELLING when you're DRUNL is hard...but thats ok...cause everyone hates me...even my family...I'm just one BIG DISAPPOINTMENT...so fuck it why should I live...to disappoint everyone? HA fuck that...I fucking hate you...
Why the FUCK am I not good enough for you?
Why the fuck aren';t I with you?
Because you're a FUCKING BITCH thats why...I fucking HATE YOU...god damn it...I'm aaan angry person if you get to know me...if you want to take the time to get to KNOW me...FUCK you...you think you know me...you don't know SHIT...NONE OF YOU...you all live in your pretend worlds...with your pretend words...making me think you love me...making me think my life is ok...when really its NOTY ok...but thats ok...cause I don't give a FUCK anyway...(when really I do...)
Cause obviously no one gives a shit about me...maybe I should be like EVERY other guy out there..and be a dick to EVERYONE...maybe then someone will like me...maybe then I can find someone to be with...maybe then I'll stop drinking to solve my problems...YES thats right...No one knew...but I'm a slight alcoholic...because alcohol seems to cover up my problems...at least then I have a REASON to feel stupid...yes I feel stupid without any help from you people...I'm dumb enough...yeah feed me the abuse cause I think I might need a little more...yeah I've lost weight woopy shit...no one likes me anyway...cause my personality SUCKS... I don't even know what I like...I have no clue what I enjoy...what everyone sees is just me pretending...did any of you know that? NO...because no one cares...yes EVERYTHING is pointl;ess...I don't care...why the fuck should I get into a relationship when its just going to end BADLY for me...
maybe I should just end it now...but no that would be cowardly...or SMART? I wonder sometimes
why the fuck should I live in a world tha doesn't give a shit about me? yes thats right...you people are all tangled up in your own lives to realize what goes on in my head...Otherwise I wouldn't be alone and drunk right now...but thats ok...cause FUCK YOU PEOPLE...I wish I had someone to hold close to me right now...I wish I had someone to tell all my secrets to...but I don't have anyone...because I don't TRUST anyone with my heart right now...thats my problem...I don't trust anymore...cause the only that got me was a broken heart...so FUCK THAT...I WON'T go through that again...I refuse...cause to be honest...I don't think theres a person alive that DESERVES my trust...I really don't...so FUCK YOU
yeah I;ve said that ALOT...but I don't care...cause I'm drunk and don't give a shit right now...DAMN I can't see straight anymore...I'm fglad I know the keyboard wiull enough to get through this....but this ois good...cause right now I'm, depressed adn don't GIVE A SHIT...thats rigjt...I can't see straight...so FUCK YOU you judgmental bastards...
I don't GIVE A SHIT