Nov 24, 2009 14:34
Today my mood was a little more depressed again. I suppose it's my body seeking homeostasis. I now despise myself as a selfish craven.
I like to imagine I am another person at another place at another time. With another, better heart.
I want to gaze up into a cloudless night and feel my soul swallowed up by the sky. I'm tired of being alone. Even though I'm with people I still feel alone. This is sometimes good, but sometimes it crushes me.