Unreality

[shaaqti]

I think I've been so busy trying to learn to do things that I haven't taken time to learn to be. To be someone, a person, myself. I realized I was no one, and that if I was no one I was nothing, and if I was nothing I could do nothing, so I did nothing. My actions were consistent with who I felt myself to be. It's that horrible emptyness inside me that threatens to destroy me. So, please don't let me be destroyed, make me someone.

I feel so unreal sometimes, like I don't exist.