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Nov 07, 2006 00:00

auds is violent: I'M GONNA STRANGLE YOU IN YOUR SLEEP :-)
cute is shaant: O OK THANK YOU I WILL LOVE IT
auds is violent: I BET YOU'LL BE LIKE O WUTS SHE DOIN HOVERIN OVA ME LYKE DAT AND THEN YOU'LL BE CHOKING AHAH

today is my birthday and i only told a total of two people so i am not expecting a lot of recognition for my twentieth birthday. and honestly, i am not really hoping for a hundred birthday posts. i'll be happy with the few i will manage to get because, that is all i deserve. i'm turning twenty and i am celebrating my birthday in maryland and the fans will no doubt make it memorable. that is all i can ask for though, and that will be all i need. that and whatever audrey and matt have in store for me, which i know audrey plans on murdering me and i am quite excited for it. i wonder how she will do it. will it be with a pillow over my face, or with her bare hands? hmm...

people always ask how it feels to be one year older when your birthday strolls around, but how would you know? it's not like you slept the year away woke up on your birthday and all of a sudden feel more mature. you lived the entire year with ups and downs, highs and lows, enjoyments and disappointments. everyday is a new day and everyday i feel a day older. it doesn't make much difference that the day brings your age up another number, everyday has managed to mold me into the man i have become and am becoming.

some of the friends that i will be spending the day with include tom, jack, jeff, and audrey who managed to make a visit to maryland in honor of this special occasion. tom, i know is going to make a wisecrack about how old i am and getting older, but he will make my birthday worthwhile at least. jack, it is still hard to determine what he will do for my birthday, probably get me an amazing present and tell me how great i am in which i will respond with a wink and pinch his ass when he walks away. kidding! and jeff, that nutso will probably write a story about how me and jack get together because that dick is so great at writing stories and not updating. and audrey, well i have already said how memorable she is going to make it. but honestly, she is the one person i would probably be depressed if i didn't get to spend my birthday with her. she has become a huge part of my life and even with the rough patches is still a huge part of my life. things have made their way back to normal, and our conversations have never been better. i have to say i have missed her company and i am so glad things are the way they are now so that we can be together for my birthday.

and then there are people i won't be spending my birthday with, like matt, molly, my mom and dad, etc. i don't even now who to include and would feel bad if i left someone out. but you are all close to my heart and i wish i could be spending it with you as well, especially matt because i know we would make a special day out of it all. maryland would probably ban us from the state for the rest of our lives not that it makes a big difference to you because you are never touring long enough to go to maryland. but still i know you have good intentions, but you should just form a new band or kick sonny out. he honestly isn't that good anyways. this is a good time to end.

happy birthday to me, shaant timothy hacikyan. it was nice knowing you. audrey, do me in.
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