so i have decided that drama goes for people that try to run from it. Maybe if i invite drama into my life, it'll stay away. anubhav and i have decided to try that next week
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Hey, You know they always say when one part of your life becomes amazing another part of it seems to fall apart. I've definitely found this to be true. Now, I have no idea what you're drama is, since I don't know you that well, or at least that part of your life that well, but if they're your good friends telling you that you're letting yourself get used, then it just might be true. But again, I wouldn't know. Sometimes I think I'm really selfish too, sometimes I'm like "Dude, Neha, how much more freakin' conceited can you get?!" So where should we put ourselves on the scale? I don't know, maybe high enough to not let things out of our control bother us, but low enough to want to try and fix things that might make other people happier, and so ourselves happier too. Honestly, I don't know about this "thinking too much" thing. I think once you start thinking a certain way, at least part of it is gonna stick with you for a while. My last 2 years in high school, I started thinking to much about what other people thought. If I said something, and didn't get the reaction I wanted or expected, I would think, for huge amounts of time, about what I did wrong, what I should have said, how I should have said it, and then worry about how that person saw me and would act around me the next day. Now I know that it doesn't help to think like that, but I still do. So your friend says that everything is going to be fine, and if he's "one of the best friends you've ever had" how much more of a superhero do you need?
Okay well, this kind of turned into my own blog, but anyways, in case you need to hear this, you are very very cool, and nice and friendly and funny and very very UNselfish, and...well if you want to hear more just ask me. =)
You know they always say when one part of your life becomes amazing another part of it seems to fall apart. I've definitely found this to be true. Now, I have no idea what you're drama is, since I don't know you that well, or at least that part of your life that well, but if they're your good friends telling you that you're letting yourself get used, then it just might be true. But again, I wouldn't know. Sometimes I think I'm really selfish too, sometimes I'm like "Dude, Neha, how much more freakin' conceited can you get?!" So where should we put ourselves on the scale? I don't know, maybe high enough to not let things out of our control bother us, but low enough to want to try and fix things that might make other people happier, and so ourselves happier too. Honestly, I don't know about this "thinking too much" thing. I think once you start thinking a certain way, at least part of it is gonna stick with you for a while. My last 2 years in high school, I started thinking to much about what other people thought. If I said something, and didn't get the reaction I wanted or expected, I would think, for huge amounts of time, about what I did wrong, what I should have said, how I should have said it, and then worry about how that person saw me and would act around me the next day. Now I know that it doesn't help to think like that, but I still do. So your friend says that everything is going to be fine, and if he's "one of the best friends you've ever had" how much more of a superhero do you need?
Okay well, this kind of turned into my own blog, but anyways, in case you need to hear this, you are very very cool, and nice and friendly and funny and very very UNselfish, and...well if you want to hear more just ask me. =)
See you around!
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