Jan 25, 2006 23:45
i feel like things are descending downhill for me ..
the feeling of nonexistence.
my heart's beginning to break down
i believe it's too hard for me not to have the fear of being hurt.
i can't work straight anymore,
nor go about my daily functions anymore ..
have i made too many wrong choices? ..
or is it my mind playing games on itself?
but i know one game my mind doesn't play ..
love.
i thought something in work today .. why do i choose to be so picky in the relationship when i have the one best thing that could ever have happened to me ..
babe, i love you too much to let go, nobody what anybody might say or think.
i have strong faith in us forever lasting ..
.. just hope you feel the same. <3