exhausted.
physically and emotionally.
I have been doing something every minute today since I woke up at 10..like EVERY minute. I didn't even have time to eat'til 5:30 :/
I'm in one of those moods where I feel like crying but I'm not sure why. I mean..I can guess a few reasons why I would, but there isn't a main reason.
I wish I wasn't one of those girls who has low self esteem all the time. I am destined to just fuck things up because of it. I'm lonely :/ I was and still am looking foward to going home...but...I don't know. I'm worried it won't be what I expected or needed, and I just put so much energy into wanting to go home for the weekend just for it to suck and then what will I do.
I just need another sign I guess :[
I have been doing something every minute today since I woke up at 10..like EVERY minute. I didn't even have time to eat'til 5:30 :/
I'm in one of those moods where I feel like crying but I'm not sure why. I mean..I can guess a few reasons why I would, but there isn't a main reason.
I wish I wasn't one of those girls who has low self esteem all the time. I am destined to just fuck things up because of it. I'm lonely :/ I was and still am looking foward to going home...but...I don't know. I'm worried it won't be what I expected or needed, and I just put so much energy into wanting to go home for the weekend just for it to suck and then what will I do.
I just need another sign I guess :[