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I have been in a very upsetting mood all weekend, but today was major. I feel like I am pmsing x20 except I know it can't be brushed off as that. I feel like crying but I can't and I feel violent, like hitting someone with my car would be what could bring a smile to my face. I went shopping today to cheer myself up. I didn't find much I liked because it's already mostly spring stuff and I'm just not in that mood yet. The weather didn't help my mood.
I don't want to be the sort of girl that basis her happiness around a boy, but I know my being upset is due in part to the lack of boy attention I get. It's sad. I mean, I don't think I am super unattractive or weird, so I should get some. I'd even take it from boys I'm uninterested in at this point. sigh.
School is boring.
My diet sucks.
On the brightside, the most beautiful baby girl in the world is going to be born tomorrow<3
I don't want to be the sort of girl that basis her happiness around a boy, but I know my being upset is due in part to the lack of boy attention I get. It's sad. I mean, I don't think I am super unattractive or weird, so I should get some. I'd even take it from boys I'm uninterested in at this point. sigh.
School is boring.
My diet sucks.
On the brightside, the most beautiful baby girl in the world is going to be born tomorrow<3