back home
This whole growing up thing is kind of weird; I don't know if I like it. I still have to go back in the morning and get a few things, but I'm basically moved out of Royal right now (for the summer). So I'm at home. It's nice here, but it's so different. and I kind of don't know what to do with myself. I'll probably get lonely without the other people to hang out with. I don't know, it's just weird. I mean, some things feel the same, but not completely. I'm comfortable here, but I don't feel that sense of comfort that "home" is. I did when I'd come over sometimes over the past months. Maybe it's just getting used to a different environment and it'll all be fine.
My parents don't think I have enough time to do the trip that I want to. I hope it works out. I guess I have to make it work out; it won't just happen on its own. Maybe it won't be the roadtrip I was thinking of, but I don't want to admit that. I'm going to be working everyday the month of July =/. I love Magic Camp, but that's a lot. Antone's is such a cool place, but I'm not part of it like I'm part of Camp. I'm thinking about becoming a barista. Then I would get tips. I think I would enjoy it, but I also thought I would love working at the Record Store. The trick is to care about the place. So far, the only place I've really cared about that I've worked at is Magic Camp. Also the only place where I'm really valued by my employer. That helps a lot. I don't know how to quit a job. I feel like I should wait until summer is over. I'll probably miss it.
I feel like I haven't hung out with a group of friends outside of the co-op in awhile. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
My parents don't think I have enough time to do the trip that I want to. I hope it works out. I guess I have to make it work out; it won't just happen on its own. Maybe it won't be the roadtrip I was thinking of, but I don't want to admit that. I'm going to be working everyday the month of July =/. I love Magic Camp, but that's a lot. Antone's is such a cool place, but I'm not part of it like I'm part of Camp. I'm thinking about becoming a barista. Then I would get tips. I think I would enjoy it, but I also thought I would love working at the Record Store. The trick is to care about the place. So far, the only place I've really cared about that I've worked at is Magic Camp. Also the only place where I'm really valued by my employer. That helps a lot. I don't know how to quit a job. I feel like I should wait until summer is over. I'll probably miss it.
I feel like I haven't hung out with a group of friends outside of the co-op in awhile. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh