Wow, i'm a journal reject...
so yeah, i haven't written in this thing for a few days.. so i suppose i have lots to say?
alright so i'm sick again, god only knows how that happened (well, god... kels and jess hahaha) last night the three of us went to a friends house and we had a ton of fun! watched some CHEESEY ass porn, had a few laughs, and had a blast! sometimes i dunno what to think.. my mind tears at two different sides of the spectrum! ey yi yi... i wish i was like Mel Gibson in "What Women Want" cuz this time, i dunno what to think... guys tell you one thing.. and you want to believe it SO bad, but then again, it seems unpractial for it to be true!!! this time, i hope it's true! i just am so torn!
i'm talkin to my kelsers on the phone right now, and she makes me feel so much better about everthing in life!! she knows me inside and out, and i love her to pieces! she always is honest with me, whether i wanna hear it or not! thank you so much for everything girlie!!!
closure is a beautiful thing... there is a certain someone that i can't seem to part with in my heart.. but today i had a revolation! i'm so happy for him, and he will always hold a space in my heart! but i'm so happy he's with someone he cares about! although, i'll still wanna hold him all the time.. i'm ok knowing he's happy! **smiles and hugs for you** you know who you are! XOXO
alright i'm out like WHOA
~+~Lexi~+~
alright so i'm sick again, god only knows how that happened (well, god... kels and jess hahaha) last night the three of us went to a friends house and we had a ton of fun! watched some CHEESEY ass porn, had a few laughs, and had a blast! sometimes i dunno what to think.. my mind tears at two different sides of the spectrum! ey yi yi... i wish i was like Mel Gibson in "What Women Want" cuz this time, i dunno what to think... guys tell you one thing.. and you want to believe it SO bad, but then again, it seems unpractial for it to be true!!! this time, i hope it's true! i just am so torn!
i'm talkin to my kelsers on the phone right now, and she makes me feel so much better about everthing in life!! she knows me inside and out, and i love her to pieces! she always is honest with me, whether i wanna hear it or not! thank you so much for everything girlie!!!
closure is a beautiful thing... there is a certain someone that i can't seem to part with in my heart.. but today i had a revolation! i'm so happy for him, and he will always hold a space in my heart! but i'm so happy he's with someone he cares about! although, i'll still wanna hold him all the time.. i'm ok knowing he's happy! **smiles and hugs for you** you know who you are! XOXO
alright i'm out like WHOA
~+~Lexi~+~