livin' in my own worlllld
I'm having a really unhealthy/fat week.
Aka, I've been on Spring Break.
Bend was reallyyy fun. Four days in Eagle Crest with Rebecca, Sarah, Kelly, Marcus, Travis, Kurtis, Coby and Aaron.. they're just good people who love to be on their feet and doing stuff all the time. I never get bored with them. It made me feel so adult, too, to be on my own like that, vacationing in Eastern Oregon with friends for a few days. We made such good choices, too; instead of drinking every night (we did one night, but barely), we spent our time cooking, doing puzzles and playing board games, hiking and swimming and hottubbing, playing capture the flag, playing guitar, going ice skating.. Good times.
I've come to realize that Rebecca is truly one of my best friends now. We can, and do, talk about anything and everything. And sometimes it can be hard being close to her, because she's so perfect and I am always always always comparing myself to her, but I'm getting better about not letting that cloud the way I see things (ie, myself) too much.
I feel safe with her, though. And she's such a good role model for me. Sarah, too. I love them.
I stayed with Spence in Seattle last night. It was fun, but I don't think either of us are really feeling it anymore. Then again, I always think that after we get together, and we always end up hooking up again. We're just.. sooo wrong for one another. But as I was just saying to Will over text messaging (which is unusual.. we only talk occasionally), even though I've always been pretty boy crazy, it's just.. not something I've been thinking about lately. Like, at ALL. I'm just really, really focused on other things.. and I don't think that's such a bad thing.
I got a new phone. It's a Glyde. I'm a fan.
I also got a haircut yesterday, and my nails done.
Spring term starts in two days.
this could be the start of something new.. (...yes, that's High School Musical.)