Why I Wear Black...
Ok, here is the reason why I have worn only black except on visits with my son for over three weeks now. Not because I want to be cool, goth, retro, different, or anything like that. Not because I am in love with death, depressed, or off my rocker. Not because I am in love with black... I mentally went into mourning a while back and like people who are separated from someone they love in some countries who go into mourning, I show mine by wearing black. Black is a sign of being seperated from my son - a symbol of my devotion and love to him. I will continue to wear only black except on visits where I see him until he returns. Then when he is with me again I will no longer need to remember him or mourn his being away from me because he will be in my arms.... for those who were curious. It is my way of holding on to my son in a special way... and for anyone who doubts I will get him back DON'T!
Please? I don't.
Please? I don't.