NOTICE TO ALL 1
Have you ever thought you could feel your mind being torn apart by forces unknown or even feel that someone else is looking deep into your inner consciousness? Maybe it is some alien race or psychic-breed the government is hiding from us. I have no idea but I do feel that something is clawing at my fore-front- perception of reality. My vision growing dim with clouded forms and beings that my imagination fathoms up. These creations I feel are the monster of stress, and unreleased tension that has grown over time.
With work, school, starting a company, and friends, I have little time for myself and my friends. This is a problem that I feel is not only fair to me but the people I love and care about. I think and feel that time for yourself is a necessity in everyday life. Without time for ones’ self a person can lose a grip on the simple things one would need to take care of during the course of a day. I do not feel I should really go into what needs to be done in a day, I think we all know what we need to do. My point is we all will lose something to make up for what we need to hold onto the dream of being mentally well on a day to day bases. Our minds will take certain things to make other parts work, I do not know what that is, but I read it somewhere, haha.
With me for example, if I get too stressed my mind will slowly start to break apart and I will experience visions, become angry easily, maybe violent towards people, or have audio hallucinations. By visions I do not mean I see the second coming or have psychic intuitions. They’re mostly my mind playing my stress in an abnormal and abstract way before my eyes, not while I am dreaming but when I am fully awake. Most of the time these sights are violent or depressing or both, they are deeply disturbing and not for the soft hearted. My attitude will change along with my disposition on the world, people, and my duties. In other words I become an Asshole.
As of right now, the only thing I have to say to those that have no positive outlook on this or think I am looking for attention, then this picture is just for you:
To those that think their problems are far more epic than anyone else’s and want to wave their basket of bullshit in front of me, this picture is for you:
I would like to thank those that have taken the time out of their extremely busy and mundane lives to read this and maybe provide a comment of sorts. I would like to state that I am not looking for pity or sympathy in anyway. I’m just rambling on with really no aim or goal, this is just s twinkle into my mind. If you have some concern you would like to share with me about this please go and FUCK YOURSELF or look above and GET RAPED. To all those I love and care about I hold to close to my heart then this does not apply to you all. You wonderful people know who you are and I LOVE YOU DEARLY.
With work, school, starting a company, and friends, I have little time for myself and my friends. This is a problem that I feel is not only fair to me but the people I love and care about. I think and feel that time for yourself is a necessity in everyday life. Without time for ones’ self a person can lose a grip on the simple things one would need to take care of during the course of a day. I do not feel I should really go into what needs to be done in a day, I think we all know what we need to do. My point is we all will lose something to make up for what we need to hold onto the dream of being mentally well on a day to day bases. Our minds will take certain things to make other parts work, I do not know what that is, but I read it somewhere, haha.
With me for example, if I get too stressed my mind will slowly start to break apart and I will experience visions, become angry easily, maybe violent towards people, or have audio hallucinations. By visions I do not mean I see the second coming or have psychic intuitions. They’re mostly my mind playing my stress in an abnormal and abstract way before my eyes, not while I am dreaming but when I am fully awake. Most of the time these sights are violent or depressing or both, they are deeply disturbing and not for the soft hearted. My attitude will change along with my disposition on the world, people, and my duties. In other words I become an Asshole.
As of right now, the only thing I have to say to those that have no positive outlook on this or think I am looking for attention, then this picture is just for you:
To those that think their problems are far more epic than anyone else’s and want to wave their basket of bullshit in front of me, this picture is for you:
I would like to thank those that have taken the time out of their extremely busy and mundane lives to read this and maybe provide a comment of sorts. I would like to state that I am not looking for pity or sympathy in anyway. I’m just rambling on with really no aim or goal, this is just s twinkle into my mind. If you have some concern you would like to share with me about this please go and FUCK YOURSELF or look above and GET RAPED. To all those I love and care about I hold to close to my heart then this does not apply to you all. You wonderful people know who you are and I LOVE YOU DEARLY.