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Tonight seemed so weird... first time in about 2-3 weeks that my mother had dinner with us (usually she would work OT and we'll have dinner before she does, or, in the past week's case, out to dinner with colleagues from HK)...
It felt so weird... whenever she's not here for dinner, my father, sis and I would chat like a normal family, whatever that is... but tonight when she's back, no one dared said anything any more, usually Kimmy would try to say something, or I would... but it seems like after this weekend no one dares talk... the whole dinner went on in silence, and unlike normal families, we just go to our rooms after we're done eating instead of staying to chat
It's almost as if we're not a family any more, there's like absolute 0 topics that we could use as a conversation topic, it all feels so queer, and painful.
It felt so weird... whenever she's not here for dinner, my father, sis and I would chat like a normal family, whatever that is... but tonight when she's back, no one dared said anything any more, usually Kimmy would try to say something, or I would... but it seems like after this weekend no one dares talk... the whole dinner went on in silence, and unlike normal families, we just go to our rooms after we're done eating instead of staying to chat
It's almost as if we're not a family any more, there's like absolute 0 topics that we could use as a conversation topic, it all feels so queer, and painful.