tonight im wearing my best smile..
well i have 2 hours to do nothing before homecoming. well pictures actually. i like my hair. my couin did it. then she did my makeup which i dont like. my eyes are not how i prefer them and my lips are far too red. i wanted light pink. i look like a fucked up 80's prom queen. its ridiculous. im not looking forward to tonight. certain songs are going to remind me of him. i will probably cry at oe point throughout the night. i dont think i look good. and my dress doesnt fit. my bra is the same material as the dress so it slides. also i have small boobs so that doesnt help any. im not even going to homecoming. bye.