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Jan 01, 2006 14:51

k cool so incase you haven't got it yet, I won't be updating anymore.
I'm at the point in my life where I can't complain or whine about anything and come write it in my livejournal and there's no point of just writing about my daily sexcapades.
it's been a nice run. I've had this baby for almost a year and in that year alot has changed.
to finish off my final entry. I will post my first entry ever.

love much,
Allanah ♥

I went shoping in the states with Ashleyyyy fun stuff. I couldn't get my Fall Out Boy sweater though <\3
FINAL DESTINATION 3 IS FUCKIN COMING OUT IN THE SUMMER!!!!!!!!! I'm so pumped, I miss gradeschool like it's nobody's buisness.
I miss seeing Diana everyday, and laughing it up in class.
I miss the guys making fun of the girls for the stupidest things.
I miss not having exams and feeling so pressured.
I miss us being a whole class. And even when we were seperated, we were alot closer then we are now.
I miss miss thoose Edward Street Dances.
I miss having only 3 guys to choose from.
I miss Meagan Quennville. And I miss the days when she would tell me that she'd never be too popular for me in high school.
...and coming out of the grade school theme..
I miss the way Andrew was in the summer, before Gill came around and before he didn't suck like a porn star.
I miss the way Gill was, before Andrew came along.
Ashley, Sam and Eveline. I love them. Seriosuly to death. I barely cry about last year anymore now that I'm so cl0se to them and I know at least I have them. I hope I don't loose them as quickly as everyone else was lost. That would be so NOT cool.
Danny was over on Saturday with Mark and Andrew. *shoots self*
I hate myself for the fact that I can't make conversation with him. -.- I can make conversation with a random stranger perfectly. but not him, never. cause heaven forbid I fucking talk to the guy I like, but no, that's too hard for me.
I like to think I can make up for my looks, which are lacking, with my personality. I honestly think that. Eveline said I'm one of the funniest person she knows ^_^. but the fact that one person can make me go from crazy, weird, sexual term using, funny Allanah to boring, ugly Allanah makes me unsure about myself.
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