very..... long ` sorry
im awaiting to go HOME. i jus really wanna get out of this hell hole thats all..
billy and i got into an arguement last night. but we made up and he told me he loves me SO much. him yelling at me really hurt me. and usually im the one that gets loud and crazy and tries to win the fight but i was soo hurt by him doubting me over a stupid phone call.
yes... a girl called my phone and said i fucked her boyfriend... but wouldnt tell me who her boyfriend was , she just kept calling me a hoe. so i told billy that i was getting some strange phone call from a 630 area code. it was probably one of glenns friends ` that little faggot.
well billy got mad. like he got real angry and started asking me who im fucking with? i havent fucked around with anyone besides billy in the past 6 months... and 6 months ago was summer! SUMMER! thats my past it was wrong and i regret it all but i wasnt with billy at that time. he started to tell me he doesnt trust me ` so i told him that he has no reason to doubt me since im always with him and i dont even hang out with my friends anymore. so then he started to tell me to go hang out with my friends then in a rude way.. and thats when i started crying I DONT WANNA HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS I CHOSE TO BE WITH BILLY 24/7. and then when i told him all of this and made him realize i would never ever hurt him or go behind his back because i LOVE him.. he apologized for yelling at me.
...but then he tried to ask why i wasnt mad at him? why i dont get mad at him? and how he knew i was mad at him, so it irritated him that i dont tell my true feelings. im not mad, im hurt. thats when it really hit him and he kept saying sorry and saying hes never ever going to raise his voice with me again and if he ever takes his anger about his family or stupid bull shit out on me hes sorry and he doesnt mean it. he repeated over and over "i love you so much kay, i care so much about you"
i love him, i dont want anybody else ` now i just need to get home.
billy and i got into an arguement last night. but we made up and he told me he loves me SO much. him yelling at me really hurt me. and usually im the one that gets loud and crazy and tries to win the fight but i was soo hurt by him doubting me over a stupid phone call.
yes... a girl called my phone and said i fucked her boyfriend... but wouldnt tell me who her boyfriend was , she just kept calling me a hoe. so i told billy that i was getting some strange phone call from a 630 area code. it was probably one of glenns friends ` that little faggot.
well billy got mad. like he got real angry and started asking me who im fucking with? i havent fucked around with anyone besides billy in the past 6 months... and 6 months ago was summer! SUMMER! thats my past it was wrong and i regret it all but i wasnt with billy at that time. he started to tell me he doesnt trust me ` so i told him that he has no reason to doubt me since im always with him and i dont even hang out with my friends anymore. so then he started to tell me to go hang out with my friends then in a rude way.. and thats when i started crying I DONT WANNA HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS I CHOSE TO BE WITH BILLY 24/7. and then when i told him all of this and made him realize i would never ever hurt him or go behind his back because i LOVE him.. he apologized for yelling at me.
...but then he tried to ask why i wasnt mad at him? why i dont get mad at him? and how he knew i was mad at him, so it irritated him that i dont tell my true feelings. im not mad, im hurt. thats when it really hit him and he kept saying sorry and saying hes never ever going to raise his voice with me again and if he ever takes his anger about his family or stupid bull shit out on me hes sorry and he doesnt mean it. he repeated over and over "i love you so much kay, i care so much about you"
i love him, i dont want anybody else ` now i just need to get home.