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I can't wait until this week is over. At least then midterms will be over, one less worry. I hate when you know somethings wrong, but you don't know how to fix it. Especially when the thing thats wrong is something about yourself, and you've been telling yourself for so long that your just going to do it already, and change. And then as each day passes, your like oh well, tomorrow will be the day. Yeah, I guess there is only so many tomorrows. I just have a bad feeling about all of this, very bad feeling. Maybe I'm wrong, and it's just a stage and I really will get another chance to finally just stop being so stupid before it all catches up to me. I hope so more than anything cause I'm sick of this same old thing happening to me all the time, it's killer. And this will by far be the worst and I just do not know what to do. I hope I'm just jumping to conclusions and that I'm very wrong, but my luck isn't like that, so I'll just have to wait and see.