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i wish i was better at staying in contact with ppl...something i really really need to work on...
i've been getting a lot of flashbacks to the past..and sometimes..you wonder what happened...it's one of those out of your body experience..that just totally throw you off..
i was taking the bus back home yesterday from work...yes i work now...every weekday...but i passed by alhambra high school...and i was seeing kids that reminded me of certain ppl in high school...it made me feel i was in high school yesterday..but i realize i'm graduating from college soon..and it's a big difference in the stages of our lives..i mean those kids i saw and myself...then i realize i don't miss the past as much as i did before...because i found that kind of happiness...i feel impowered to move on..cuz i have hope...
i went up to irvine a couple of weeks ago...i totally forgot to update...it was really really nice to see ppl i haven't seen in a while again...but then i realize all the changes that occurred..and i see now that it's not the same...but i don't feel like the fool this time around...cuz i guess shit happens...a quote from a friend i rarely see anymore...there's no problems...it's not anyone's fault...we all just grew up and apart...my gosh i still love them tho..=) i guess that won't change...things don't have to be ideal for me still to believe that...a lil change..=)
i've been getting a lot of flashbacks to the past..and sometimes..you wonder what happened...it's one of those out of your body experience..that just totally throw you off..
i was taking the bus back home yesterday from work...yes i work now...every weekday...but i passed by alhambra high school...and i was seeing kids that reminded me of certain ppl in high school...it made me feel i was in high school yesterday..but i realize i'm graduating from college soon..and it's a big difference in the stages of our lives..i mean those kids i saw and myself...then i realize i don't miss the past as much as i did before...because i found that kind of happiness...i feel impowered to move on..cuz i have hope...
i went up to irvine a couple of weeks ago...i totally forgot to update...it was really really nice to see ppl i haven't seen in a while again...but then i realize all the changes that occurred..and i see now that it's not the same...but i don't feel like the fool this time around...cuz i guess shit happens...a quote from a friend i rarely see anymore...there's no problems...it's not anyone's fault...we all just grew up and apart...my gosh i still love them tho..=) i guess that won't change...things don't have to be ideal for me still to believe that...a lil change..=)