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Its been awhile, but I think Im starting to say that in every entry...=P
Nothings really been going on lately. Just getting ready to leave for Europe in 8days. Yeah, Im pretty pumped about that. I still need to go shopping for the rest of the stuff and I also need some form of luggage, which is probably the first thing I should have done. Im so nervous about leaving the country without my family or even more really close friends. Its the weirdest thing ever. It shouldnt bother me this much. I travel with my youth group. Then again those are people I've grown up with too. I dunno. Its just weird and I hope Im ready for it when time comes. I think I decided that Im going to update my journal every time we stop at an internet cafe. That way I wont forget anything that happened. =] Im also pretty sure that Im taking my digital camera and not disposables because I dont want to spend that much money on shit before I leave. IM POOR! hahaha. I need a real job.
Which reminds me, tonight I have to work. Im helping with the first half of Justin's graduation party because its going to be a bunch of people I dont know. Then I'm actually joining in and attending Justin's party till 9. So today I wont be bored considering the fact that I have to do a bunch of stuff. I wish that tomorrow could just be a very chill day, but it wont be because JT comes home =]
That leads me to my next thing. So I kinda sorta fell for this boy. =] He makes me smile all the time and I dunno. But theres just this whole Europe thing thats getting in the way. He went away for a week to a workcamp and I was thinking that he's probably all over some girl or whatever while he's there. But that shouldnt matter to me because him and I are not together. I dont think we'll date though. I'm going to be out of the country for like 2-3 weeks. Its just not a good thing, it would be like a long distance relationship and I hate those. So I think this summer is just going to consist of a "fling" if anything. Im not so sure that a relationship is right for me during summer break. I go way too many places to have someone sitting back home waiting for me. It would and has torn relationships in my past apart.
So Im pretty much done with this entry. Just thought I'd update on a few random things that are going through my mind. Look for my entries while Im in Europe. I really hope I remember to do it. I told myself I'd blog on myspace so I'll probably just copy and paste it in here....I think they have copy and paste on European computers...? Hahaha I'll figure it out.
♥/Samme'
"My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you..."
Nothings really been going on lately. Just getting ready to leave for Europe in 8days. Yeah, Im pretty pumped about that. I still need to go shopping for the rest of the stuff and I also need some form of luggage, which is probably the first thing I should have done. Im so nervous about leaving the country without my family or even more really close friends. Its the weirdest thing ever. It shouldnt bother me this much. I travel with my youth group. Then again those are people I've grown up with too. I dunno. Its just weird and I hope Im ready for it when time comes. I think I decided that Im going to update my journal every time we stop at an internet cafe. That way I wont forget anything that happened. =] Im also pretty sure that Im taking my digital camera and not disposables because I dont want to spend that much money on shit before I leave. IM POOR! hahaha. I need a real job.
Which reminds me, tonight I have to work. Im helping with the first half of Justin's graduation party because its going to be a bunch of people I dont know. Then I'm actually joining in and attending Justin's party till 9. So today I wont be bored considering the fact that I have to do a bunch of stuff. I wish that tomorrow could just be a very chill day, but it wont be because JT comes home =]
That leads me to my next thing. So I kinda sorta fell for this boy. =] He makes me smile all the time and I dunno. But theres just this whole Europe thing thats getting in the way. He went away for a week to a workcamp and I was thinking that he's probably all over some girl or whatever while he's there. But that shouldnt matter to me because him and I are not together. I dont think we'll date though. I'm going to be out of the country for like 2-3 weeks. Its just not a good thing, it would be like a long distance relationship and I hate those. So I think this summer is just going to consist of a "fling" if anything. Im not so sure that a relationship is right for me during summer break. I go way too many places to have someone sitting back home waiting for me. It would and has torn relationships in my past apart.
So Im pretty much done with this entry. Just thought I'd update on a few random things that are going through my mind. Look for my entries while Im in Europe. I really hope I remember to do it. I told myself I'd blog on myspace so I'll probably just copy and paste it in here....I think they have copy and paste on European computers...? Hahaha I'll figure it out.
♥/Samme'
"My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you..."