Oh How Funny, Ignore Your Mom
so we spoke. and are together until further notice. i read the entry tonight where i confessed my love for him to myself. funny. dammit we've been together so long! and i still want him livejournal. i want him all the time all to myself. its always like the first time. i want my hands permanently glued to him and i just want to shrink him and put him in my pocket. sometimes i want to squeeze his face like i want to do to leelee. i just want to smush it and take a bite out of it. why isnt he getting old?
when we were talking about breaking up he was like well ive told you so many times, i am going to purpose to you so it doesnt really matter what happens right now. and it broke the tension and got me to smile. he just sounds so sure when he says that, its funny
so again, rereading the journal. and jesus. like one day to the next i concocted a new problem! everyday there was like a life threatening problem i was whining about. shit dont you just want to say shut the fuck up elia? and i always fuckin' spoke in code, not just code names but vague shit that i cant crack today, ridiculous is me.
i also wanted to say how much better me and my moms relationship is. i was reading all this bad shit i said about her and i was like its never going to get fixed and blah blah blah. but we really get along so great. its so fun and refreshing. i have no problem with her going to ct or sleeping out cause i feel like her priorties have truly shifted. and its not a competition, she shows us both that we are number one. i dont know how its working so well, but it is!
i feel giddy. my mom keeps telling me things and i am completely not listening! she just threw a qtip into my hamper by accident and i cant stop laughing. i have the giggles. they used to call me giggles at urban.
speaking of, im meeting up with lucy this weekend. cool?
i think summer made a turn around. we did the essentials on our list. its just been fun lately.
i am thinking about when my friends decorated my locked on my birthday. i want to cry, its just so nice. i have the funniest whackiest bestest friends
i want to go to the whitney and magnolia bakery!
hi school bye school suck a dick school