Rage...building! Anger...growing!
Had a dream where I was visiting a friend who recently died (No, not Dave...Jon) in Florida and was asked to stay a few more days. Said I'd think about it, then as I stepped into his apartment saw a couple mutual friends of mine, including a girl who I left Elwood in the care of while I was gone, socializing in medieval garb (some of my friends are Renfair geeks). Asked where she put the dog and
was told she gave him away! And she barely remembered who it was to. I flew into a rage, threatening to leave her bloody and broken unless she got my dog back, as he was the only family I had, no matter how much she tried to rationalize him being with other dogs.
Still up now at 2am in a solid rage, chest pounding and unable to sleep. I want to know which is worse, waking up in fear...or waking up in a rage?
If you are my friend, and I'm talking the ones I ACTUALLY hang out with, not just on FB, please post that you would not give away my dog, under ANY circumstances, no matter how much temporarily taking care of him might inconvenience you if something comes up you want to do, and help calm my ass down!
(FYI: When I'm going to be gone multiple days, I usually kennel him in a good professional kennel, Camp Bow Wow in Cuyahoga Falls, and if something happens where I am in the hospital or something sudden, I expect him to be taken there if needed...)
"Rage...building! Anger...growing!"
"Yes, yes, we've heard it all before....."
"Oh No...Rage REALLY building!"
(Mr. Furious)
was told she gave him away! And she barely remembered who it was to. I flew into a rage, threatening to leave her bloody and broken unless she got my dog back, as he was the only family I had, no matter how much she tried to rationalize him being with other dogs.
Still up now at 2am in a solid rage, chest pounding and unable to sleep. I want to know which is worse, waking up in fear...or waking up in a rage?
If you are my friend, and I'm talking the ones I ACTUALLY hang out with, not just on FB, please post that you would not give away my dog, under ANY circumstances, no matter how much temporarily taking care of him might inconvenience you if something comes up you want to do, and help calm my ass down!
(FYI: When I'm going to be gone multiple days, I usually kennel him in a good professional kennel, Camp Bow Wow in Cuyahoga Falls, and if something happens where I am in the hospital or something sudden, I expect him to be taken there if needed...)
"Rage...building! Anger...growing!"
"Yes, yes, we've heard it all before....."
"Oh No...Rage REALLY building!"
(Mr. Furious)