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hello. thanks for thee comments. im really pretty zen about alot of things now. which is good. i actually had some pretty deep talks with a few of my buds the past few days and have come to realize that they (1 in particualar after a bad breakup) feel pretty much the same as me. ive come to realize with this help that in order to be happy, we must stop trying to conform to the particular groups we want to belong to and just start being ourselves. ive tried for the entire time ive lived in hartwell to conform to certain clique's expectations and rules, and i still have yet to truly fit in anywhere. i guess the group i best fit in with would be the group that fits in with nobody. which is pretty cool with me.
im going to the beach in a few days with a buddy of mine. that should be fun.
im crazy about a certain girl. have been for a very long time. starting to get over her a little. realiizing shes manipulative and a tad-self centered. just like everyone said in the first place. what can i say, im fucking hard headed.
me and andrew saved an old mans life.
depression is new to me. it kind of hit me like a freight train there for a minute. now im just mending my broken bones. i dont think that i have depression because i really do feel about 100% better than i did a few days ago. which is exellent.
im actually kind of embarassed i wrote all that on the internet for everyone to read. i feel a little like an emo kid now. SCREAMING INFIDELITIES!!!
i think the key to feeling true companship and commradery is that instead of searching all over for people you wish you fit in with, just look right next to you because thats where your true friends usually hang out. by your side.
well im going to go cut some grass and do some pressure washing in the hot hot heat. that should not be fun at all. ok bye.
im going to the beach in a few days with a buddy of mine. that should be fun.
im crazy about a certain girl. have been for a very long time. starting to get over her a little. realiizing shes manipulative and a tad-self centered. just like everyone said in the first place. what can i say, im fucking hard headed.
me and andrew saved an old mans life.
depression is new to me. it kind of hit me like a freight train there for a minute. now im just mending my broken bones. i dont think that i have depression because i really do feel about 100% better than i did a few days ago. which is exellent.
im actually kind of embarassed i wrote all that on the internet for everyone to read. i feel a little like an emo kid now. SCREAMING INFIDELITIES!!!
i think the key to feeling true companship and commradery is that instead of searching all over for people you wish you fit in with, just look right next to you because thats where your true friends usually hang out. by your side.
well im going to go cut some grass and do some pressure washing in the hot hot heat. that should not be fun at all. ok bye.