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Things are well. We're going into the holiday season and stress is running high, for 2 reasons. One, the holidays (duh) and second is we are in exam time. This next week will be a trial of patience and discipline. I still have tractor lust, right now there is an International 340D for $1800. I would love a traditional farm tractor some day. I wish it was understood that I look. I don't have the money to buy nor will I anytime soon. But it is a hobby and it fills my time and gives me information I can use in the future when I do have the money. It's a strange obsession I agree but is it unhealthy? I also want a pick up truck again someday. I have a list of wants and not a single thing on the list is cheap. But all of them are usable items.
I am excited for christmas, I'm getting ally something she's needed for the past year. It will hopefully be received happily. I already know what she has gotten me. So excited, first new firearm I've owned in years. I love my baby cake a lot even though we have our problems from time to time. But it seems both of us are dedicated to working these things out as they come up.
Swallowing anger causes resentment, it made my parents break up long ago. I don't want to drive the wedge of resentment between ally and I.
I am excited for christmas, I'm getting ally something she's needed for the past year. It will hopefully be received happily. I already know what she has gotten me. So excited, first new firearm I've owned in years. I love my baby cake a lot even though we have our problems from time to time. But it seems both of us are dedicated to working these things out as they come up.
Swallowing anger causes resentment, it made my parents break up long ago. I don't want to drive the wedge of resentment between ally and I.