Well...I can say I saw this one coming.
I'm depressed again, have been for a few weeks. I just don't really care about much of anything right now. It feels like my brain has put my body on auto-pilot and just left me running.
Sleep has been horrible, I'm grinding my teeth down to nubs and I'm on the verge of playing hookie everyday, even though the machine is running great and management has been staying out of my hair. Sure I want to kill my line support, that's mainly because they have no idea how EASY this job is compared to 2 years ago when I started. The machine does almost everything, all you have to do is feed it. Then they act like it's tough or something, even when compared to then, this is a total cake walk. Oh yes, and finding out my current line support got kicked out of the DC cause she was causing trouble. Explains why in the 2 weeks I have known her I've seen her yell at people on at least 3 different occasions. One of those times she yelled at me, and got me so wound up in the space of 30 second that I had to clench my fists, shut the machine off and walk away. Otherwise I would have killed her right then and there. I was about half a word out of her mouth away from tearing a meaty hunk from her neck with my teeth. If she tries it again, I'm simply going to run her over with my truck off the clock. Why commit a crime on company time?
Either way she was out of my hair tonight along with upper management, most peaceful night at work I've had in a long while.
I just hope I can keep pressing onward and complete my goals for the summer so I can find myself back in school this coming fall.
Otherwise I'm killing people, lots of 'em
Sleep has been horrible, I'm grinding my teeth down to nubs and I'm on the verge of playing hookie everyday, even though the machine is running great and management has been staying out of my hair. Sure I want to kill my line support, that's mainly because they have no idea how EASY this job is compared to 2 years ago when I started. The machine does almost everything, all you have to do is feed it. Then they act like it's tough or something, even when compared to then, this is a total cake walk. Oh yes, and finding out my current line support got kicked out of the DC cause she was causing trouble. Explains why in the 2 weeks I have known her I've seen her yell at people on at least 3 different occasions. One of those times she yelled at me, and got me so wound up in the space of 30 second that I had to clench my fists, shut the machine off and walk away. Otherwise I would have killed her right then and there. I was about half a word out of her mouth away from tearing a meaty hunk from her neck with my teeth. If she tries it again, I'm simply going to run her over with my truck off the clock. Why commit a crime on company time?
Either way she was out of my hair tonight along with upper management, most peaceful night at work I've had in a long while.
I just hope I can keep pressing onward and complete my goals for the summer so I can find myself back in school this coming fall.
Otherwise I'm killing people, lots of 'em